Secrets

Broken Record

Harry's P.O.V.

I'm fuming.

Does she think it's okay to rummage through my personal stuff?

No, well, it's not.

At least, not this personal.

My journal holds all of the things I've been holding in, everything I've been hiding.

Some would call it a 'diary', but I shake my head at the thought.

It is a journal.

A simple leather-bound book filled with my thoughts, my memories, my feelings. For me to write in and for me read later on, nobody else.

A few minutes ago the boys, Blaire, and I were all having the best day. Now, Blaire has ruined it by snooping around in my room.

Or maybe, I ruined it for myself.

My mind is telling me I am overreacting.

"She didn't know it was personal."

"She didn't know it was mine."

If she didn't know, why would she snoop?

I would be lying to myself if I made it seem I wouldn't be curious also. I mean, you're in someone's room, obviously. Yet nothing gives away who it belongs to. Who spends their time in it, who sleeps in it, who's belongings fill it.

So maybe, just maybe, I overreacted.

She even looked as though she didn't know who's room she was in, confusion clear on her face.

All of these things being said, my blood was still boiling.

Was I mad at her?

Or was I mad at myself?

This is what Blair does to me, she messes with my head. I'm supposed to be mad, at her that is, yet I'm mad at myself instead more so.

Only a week, and she is already playing through my head like a broken record.

Replaying the day in my mind only makes matters worse. Guilt floods through my mind, washing everything out as a tsunami would.

The whole day has been, more like was, perfect.

The light, easy going, feeling was gone faster than lightning could strike.

The brightness vanished before my eyes, and I am the one to blame.

Just like always.

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Author's Note

Hi everyone!

Sorry it has been so long since I updated, I honestly did not know if anyone was reading it! I know this chapter is VERY short, but I promise to be updating more! If you are reading it would be greatly appreciated if you would vote! Thank you!