All of Me

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"Rasheeda baby hurry up the fair don't stay open all night" I said brushing my waves, I looked fly I had on a white polo shirt with some black tru religion shorts along with my Airmax. "Okay Jalaan damn you know I gotta look fresh" she said opening up the bathroom door she had on a pair of white high-waist shorts and a light pink shirt that said "PINK" in black and silver letters, that hung off her shoulder a little bit and some pink chucks. Her hair was wet and curly with a braid in the front that looked like a headband. She looked flawless, "You see somethin' you like lookin ass nigga" she said like a smartass. I bit my lip at that comment. "Yeah actually I do smartass, but I guess I take it back" "No you don't, not all of this" she said lickin her lips seductively. I felt myself begin to get hard, and I was silent. Damn this girl  just don't know what she does to me. "Okay can you quit foolin around Devantae and Angel are on their way over here" I said with a laugh. "Okay fine, I can wait til later" she said biting her lip. "Okay I'm gunna go to the bathroom because I have to pee" I said lying and quickly gettin up. Dammit Rasheeda I thought to myself.

*10mins Later*

"Y'all ready to go?" I asked as we got in my truck. "Yeah, I can't wait! I wanna ride all the rides" Angel said excitedly. "You already rode one ride tonight" Devantae said laughing. "Y'all nasty as fuck" I said laughing and shakin my head. "You ain't neva lied" Rasheeda said. "Whatever" Devantae said. As we were driving to the fair Beyonce's Drunk in Love came on, instantly Rasheeda and Angel started singing along "We be all night, loveeeee" they sung in unison. "Here's an idea LET HER SANG THE DAMN SONG!" I said. "Fuck you Jalaan!" they both said before going back to singing. Devantae just laughed. A while later we pulled up to the fair, "Hurry up y'all I wanna go play!" Angel said skippin to the main entrance. "Aye bruh what you give yo girl cocoa puffs or some shit?" I asked laughing. "Nah, nigga she just gotta lil inner kid comin out" he said laughing. I shook my head, we got in the fair it was crowded but that wasn't gunna stop us from havin fun. "Let's get on this!" Rasheeda said pullin me by my hand to a faris wheel. "Okay we gon' ride keep calm Shee-Shee" I said with a laugh. "Can we play some games Tae I wanna win a stuffed animal" Angel said to Devantae. "Ye, lil ma. I'll win it for you" Devantae said grabbing her hand. "Aye we gone ride the rides while yall go play games then meet back up and grab a bite to eat" I said to Angel and Devantae. "Aight then" Devantae said. Him and Angel walked off while Rasheeda and I got in line for the faris wheel, now what Rasheeda don't know is that I'm scared as fuck when it comes to heights and this mothafucka is real big and look real high. We were finally next in line and I was scared as hell. I'm a thug ass nigga, thugs ain't scared of heights. I thought to myself, "Jalaan are you okay" she said as we were getting on the ride. "Aww yeah, I'm straight " I said lying like a bitch. As more people got on the ride we started to get higher, damn we high as fuck I can see the whole fair and city from this mothfucka. "Awwe look Jalaan doesn't the lights and all just look so beautiful" she said admiring the view. "Yeah babe it's beautiful" I said smiling at her trying to hide my nervousness. "Jalaan?" she scooted closer to me. "Yeah?" "Why are you lightweight sweatin and look nervous?" "Okay, truth is I'm scared as hell of heights that's my only phobia. But you really wanted to ride so I got on. But I'm a thug I'll be fine" "Jalaan, why didn't you tell me?" she said laughing and rubbing my face. She really knew how to comfort me, when I looked into her hazel eyes it seems like I forgot about all my fears. "I don't know, cause I didn't wanna look like a lil bitch" I said with a laugh. "It's okay, your my lil bitch" she said laughing. I pushed her away and said "Nah, watch et bitch word" I said half joking. "I'm sorry I was just kidding" she said kissin me on the cheek. I layed on her chest and just looked at her. "Jalaan quit fuckin bein weird and shit why is you starrin at me?" "I just was admiring your beauty" I said trying be corny. "Shut the fuck up Jalaan" she said laughing. I wanted to stay here with her all night with her, our relationship is so different from others, we're far from cliche or ordinary. And that's what I really like about us. I want us to be together for a while she's a good one, I can't fuck it up though. We got off the faris wheel and went to go ride more rides. As we were walking to the rollercoaster ride somebody called Rasheeda's name, "Rasheeda!" A tall lightskinned dude said. Who the fuck is this monkey ass nigga? I thought to myself. "It's Matt" he said as if he read my mind. "Oh hey Matt..." she said nervously  smiling. "How you been?" he said lookin her up and down licking his lips. Okay hell the fuck no! No Bueno! He can calm all et shit down frfr "She's been just fine" I said puttin my arm around her. "Matt this is my boyfriend Jalaan, Jalaan this is my ex fiance" I looked a lil confused, I never knew she was engaged before. "Nice to meet you man" he said exstending his hand I shook it "Yeah, you too" "Well Jalaan we should get goin" she said as if she were rushing. "Okay babe" "Bye Rasheeda" Matt said. She just walked with me and didn't reply. "Woah, what was all that shit about? Why didn't you ever tell me you was previously engaged?" "Jalaan can we talk about this later, please" she said looking nervous. "Yeah...but we're gunna talk about it tonight" "Okay" she said annoyed. I can't wait til we get back to my house because I'm anxious to know wassup frfr.

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Things got lightweight tense with Jalaan and I while we were riding the rides, we met up with Devantae and Angel we ate at some lil consession stand the food was good though. "Devantae you wanna try these? They off the chain!" Angel said smashing some fried oreos. "Ye, you makin em look good as hell" he said with a laugh. "Wassup with yall?" Devantae said with a mouth full of fried oreos. "Nothin' what you talkin bout?" Jalaan said sippin on a slushy. "Nothin'" Devantae said shakin his head. "Look at the stuffed dolphin Devantae won me!" Angel said hugging it as if she were a big kid. "That's cute Angel, why don't you calm yo ass down" I laughed. "I'm calm and I know right " "I can't tell" I said before takin a selfie. We had ended up leavin a little while after that when we got back to Jalaan's place Angel and Devantae left. "That was alot of fun y'all I think we should do that again sometime" Angel said before giving me and Jalaan a hug. "Yeah, we should and we had fun too" Jalaan said with a smile. "Aight bruh I'll hit you up tomorrow" Devantae said dappin Jalaan and then gave me a hug. "Bye y'all" I said. As they pulled off we went into the house, I walked straight to Jalaan's bedroom and kick my shoes off I looked in a drawer that most of my clothes in it and pulled out a pair of navy blue  boy shorts and a grey tank top. I headed to the bathroom and took a quick shower. When I came out the bathroom Jalaan was layin on the bed with some sweats and a wife beater on he was scrolling on his phone. I sat on the bed with him and asked him could he put some lotion on my back. He did and then he said "Can we talk now?" Jalaan asked. I turned around and looked at him and nodded my head. "Okay why did you never tell me about you bein previously engaged?" "Because I never wanted to remember that, I never wanted to see him again and me seeing him tonight just made me real nervous" I said honestly. "But why?" he asked curiously. "Because I've been through alot with that man, stuff no woman should ever have to go through" I said feeling the painful memories come back. "Like what?" he asked. I hesitated and looked at him "It's okay babe you can tell me" he said rubbing my back. "Well, he abused me...alot and I never could escape him. Like he was always there, he used to beat me and he raped me twice" My voice cracked and I felt the tears in my throat. I swallowed hard, "I was with him for 3 years, those were the worst 3 years of my life" I couldn't hold back my tears I started to cry. "Shee-Shee babe it's okay" Jalaan said wrapping his big strong arms around me. "He is just despicable, If I married him I'd probably would be dead..." I said lookin down. "Look at me" Jalaan said lifting my chin up. "He can't hurt you anymore, and I promise to God I won't hurt you" I looked into his eyes and could see he was bein honest and sincere. "Jalaan you know, he caused me to have miscarriage...I told him I was pregnant and thought he'd be happy but when I told him he didn't want it he claimed it wasn't his and that I was fuckin other niggas. Which I wasn't so when I denied it he punched me in the face then kicked me in my stomach three times causing my unborn baby to die" I cried even harder. "Babe I'm so sorry...why didn't you tell anybody?" "Because he threatened to kill me and if I would've had told Angel she would've killed him" "He deserves to die!" Jalaan said angrily I could see the anger and fury in his eyes. "I know but I was scared then and paranoid. Look it's over now I'm done and I'm free" I sniffed and wiped my face. "Rasheeda I love you..." He said looking deep into my eyes with a look I've never seen him give me before. "I didn't think I could so soon but bein with you these past few weeks have been awsome and I want you to know that" "Really?" I asked kinda shocked. "Yes" he smiled. "I love you too" I said smiling. He smiled wide showing off his perfect white teeth and kissed me passionately, his lips were so soft and tender I could stay this way all night long. He got on top of me and I wrapped my legs around him as we kissed he stopped and looked in my eyes and caressed my face. "Your too beautiful to be mistreated so badly, I'm gunna take care of him for you" "Thank you , but Jalaan don't get hurt whatever you do please " I pleaded. "Babe don't worry bout me, I'm good" he kissed me, "Okay" I smiled. "Rasheeda I wanna make love to you right now" "I want you too" I said softly. He kissed me deeply and started runnin his hand up my shirt and feelin on my boobs, as his other free hand went in-between my thighs. He slipped his fingers into my panties and played with my clit for a second to get me wet, I moaned softly. He slipped his fingers out then started kissing my neck and lickin on my boobs. He slowly licked his way down to the middle of my thighs he flicked his tongue back and forth over my clit, "Jaaaalllllaaaaannnn" I moaned his name in satisfaction. He stopped and slipped his shirt over his head and slid off his boxers, he took the head of his dick and slowly inserted, he was goin slow and just makin sweet love me. "I love you" he whispered as he grinded in and out of me. "I....love..you...too...Jalaan" I moaned out softly....