thinking through

chapter nine and new life

- Sebastian pov-

After dating arlette i feel happy with her but still feel pain hachiko invite us and pockey-chan to her party in her big house and her sister was going to be there i knew i would be pain but didn't care as much so we went and it was fun unit i fall over some one it was

Alyssa up got "s--sorry about that" "it ok" i went back to the bar and few hours past we got are own bedroom i knew i had alyssa but she was going to sleep with me and my girlfriend so it wasn't bad right

I went to the sliding door and got outside and close the door behind me "oh boy it over isn't i w--why i can't move on she don't know me and never will after all this year still noting" being to cry " if i was the one to get shot it could been me" "i---i don't you but i know that we dated" i came close "i feel like i shoud date you again if i know you sinc-" "three years" looking down as alyssa came closer she hug me "c--can we" as we about to kiss my girlfriend came in "what is she doing here!?"

We turn and saw her ( i am running out of idea)