Second Chances

Crawling Back to You

I would like to post this one tomorrow

However, I got so excited, so, here it is.

Please forgive the grammar errors.

And thank you for reading.

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Crawling Back to You

"Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,
And it's too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,
Well I'm doing alright,
'Til I close my eyes
And then I see your face,
And it's no surprise."

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I didn't notice that I was boring holes on Gin's LED monitor until a glass of water appeared in front of me. What's funny is that, the fucking computer wasn't even turned on.

I frowned then my eyes travelled towards the owner of the hand that that was holding the glass, and I saw Gin smiled at me.

I sighed then accepted the glass, and drank the liquid that was inside of it before returning the half empty glass back to him.

Then I returned my eyes back to boring holes to his monitor.

Sometimes I envy Gin so much when it comes to these luxurious things.

His father, Uncle Aizen, is a great, but a very scary man. He was a good father I guess. Giving all of the things that Gin wants to have. But there's something about him. He got this 'Don't you try to fuck with me' aura even though he was always smiling. Makes you wanna wish that the smile won't fade away.

I guess that's the very reason why his wife left him. Or maybe something else.

According to Gin, the earliest memory that he got of his mother is the one where she was kissing another man, inside their very own house. But Gin didn't said a word about it to his dad, because according to him, he wanted his father to learn about his mom's escapades himself.

Makes me wanna think sometimes that maybe Gin was also fucked up. Then he said it's not his business to start with, and I realized that he got a point.

But even though his wife is messing up with him, I still admire Uncle Aizen, not only because he managed to not give up and take care of Gin, but also because he allowed Gin to use his mom's surname.

I mean, if it was me, and my son asked me one day that he wanted to use his son-of-a-bitch mom's surname, I would freak out! But he took it calmly.

When asked why he wanted his mom's surname by the way, Gin would always say that it was for protection. Because his dad has somekind of "Shaddy Business".

Seriously, I don't know why this family is so scary.

But I still feel proud sometimes even though it's like that. Because only I knows about Gin's complete entertainment room, which I desire so much, and also, this information about his family. The gang never even managed to see his house during our four years together.

"So... Are you sure that Isshin-san is not goin' to get angry with this?"

My eyes returned to him, as if he just said something ridiculously corny, then back to the monitor with a sigh.