Sometimes i wondered what would life be like if i was rich and famous,would i be able to buy anything i wanted.That night i thought deeply about how my life could change flasbacks kept appearing before me of when i had everything i ever dreamt of. I watched all that dissapear one by one .i had no family they all left me and went to a place i could never reach. You all could imagine how empty my life was. Day by day i was getting more and more depressed i had no future. It was the night of new years day 6 years ago i could remember my mum wispering in my ear that she loved me who knew she would go far away from me. that day was a night to remember all the family sitting by the fire like a happy family who knew this drastic change would end our lives forever.
it was a cold night of january christmas has just ended now was new year we always celebrated it as a family who knew it will be our last new year as a family. it was 6:00 the clock was ticking tick tock tick tock all of a sudden my mum screamed honey there is no milk i'll go and get it .she left i had an anxiouse feeling like something was gunna happen i gave mom a tight hug and said i'll be here when you return she replied i'll be back .
30min passed no news of mom yet my heart started tumping as fast as a stopwatch as if it will burst i tried moms phone again and again no news were can she be i thought to my self 40min passed when i got a call from the police we have found your mother yess i said she is safe until the police said but we have found her lying dead in the middle of the road . the phone dropped out of my hand what i said this is not possible mom caouldent die she couldent leave me . i couldent controle my emotins i had gone mad tears were dripping down my face but this time no one to wipe them away my mom had gone my world had ended .
that same day i was sitting on the ground crying my eyes out thinking why does everyone always leave and go first my mom know my sister is nowhere to be found my family had only me left and my dog olly everyone else had gone and so will olly i thought to myself. life had no reason to be lived at a point i fealt like ending my life for good but i thought to myself mom woul be shattered if i killed my self that was the only think i lived for but know i had nothing to live for i was just a spirit with no soal .
later at 12:00 my neighboures knocked the foster home are here to take u what i said im not leaving my moms home u have to she said we are selling this house . what so fast in one day everything changed it was like a train leaving the station . but my life had stopped at one station . i packed my bags my tears were dripping down my face had i just wished the police phone and say your mom is alive .
the next morning i reached the foster home so many children i look forwered back that is all i could see children i went to my room scared and hesitating to do anything knock knock who is it i said simon he said he just came in he was a though looking guy. he said to me that this is a place were he rules were all the lady's are his slave they do what he commandes and that what i will do to.at that point i felt so disgusting and cheap that someone could even think like that .
i had stayed away from the crowd all my life but today i had been dragged to the crowd by simon the man who was though the man who treated lady's like slave's . he used to take advantege of younge girl's he wanted to do the same to me what shall i do i questioned at that moment in time i just wished it was a bad dream that when i wooke up everything would be fine . but none of this is a dream he said your my propety know .
to be continued
