"..and we were the reason bts was almost disbanded before our debut even happened." He let out a dry and humorless laugh. "Jimin was controlling, and the relationship wasn't healthy; I realize that now, but back then I was so damn stupid." Suga pulled the blanket up further, the bad memories making him feel like he used to then, unsafe and used. "He's a good guy, just not any good for me. I couldn't stand being with him anymore. His jokes were cruel and he was so physical that some could've considered it abuse, but I dealt because I loved him and I thought he loved me. But I was wrong." Suga was numb to the pain now. His first line of defense from emotions that are too strong is to cut everything off completely. "He wants to get back together but I can't trust him as more of just a friend. More and more skinship would happen, which would lead to the exact same as what happened before." Sugas eyes were starting to water once more as he finally realized he'd just lost his best friend. "I cut it off before it was too late. And now I have no one."
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Nectar p1 (• m.yg | k.nj •)
Fanfiction_____________ In which Namjoon and Yoongi aren't on the best of terms but end up being roomed together. _____________ BTS fanfic _____________ A collab story between two friends. The formatting will be weird but this is meant for use to use and stu...
