Trigger warning :'(
(Jacks POV)Tears began to fill my eyes, I put Marks phone back where he had left it and hurried into the bathroom.
(They have 2 bathrooms okie?")
I shut and locked the door behind me, I slid my back down the door and cried into my hands.
I trusted him.
I may be a few years clean, but that doesn't mean I threw away my blades, but they were in my bedside drawer, hidden in a little pouch thing, Mark knew this to, I'm not sure why he hasn't gotten rid of them, Actually I do know why he hasn't.
Because he doesn't give an damn about me
I rushed over to the drawer and searched through all the shít I had in the drawer for my razors, that's when I heard the shower go off in the other bathroom.
Shít
I started to throw all the things behind me, So it would be easier to find it, that's when I spotted the little pouch.
"Séan, what are you doing?"
Shít, again.
I grabbed the pouch and hurried to the bathroom, and quickly locked the door.
"Jack? What the hell are you doing?" He began to pound on the door.
I unzipped the pouch and dumped the razors out, I grabbed it in my hand and without hesitating carved the word "Liar" into my wrist, that's when the door was busted open.
"Jack?!" Mark said, he was panting.
I didn't reply, but I had a grin on my face, I don't exactly know why, but I really missed cutting, The feeling of your tearing skin, the feeling of the sting and pain, The sight of blood gushing from my wrists, I missed it.
Mark turned my body around and I could see his eyes fill with tears.
"Why?" He simply asked.
I decided to also say something simple to reply to him.
"You"
"What do you mean?"
I didn't respond, I just stared into nothing.
"I need to clean you up, Will you let me do that?"
I nodded my head.
He sighed and carefully lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it into the laundry basket, He then bent down and got a rag from over the sink and put pressure on my wrist, It hurt a bit, but I didn't tell him that.
He sighed again.
"It's been so long Jack, why'd you do it?"
I don't think he's notices that my wrist actually says "Liar" yet.
"You're a liar, you lied to me, over and over again"
"What are you talking about?"
"I thought you loved me"
"I do love you, Jack" I saw a tear roll down his face.
"Liar"
He removed the rag and it wasn't bleeding anymore, but there was still smeared blood on my wrist, so he wet the rag a bit and started wiping my wrist gently, that's when he notices what my wrist said.
"Liar?" He asked, still looking at my wrist
"What did I lie about?"
"Everything"
YOU ARE READING
Liar [Septiplier] [Book 2]
FanfictionSequel to "Can you save me from myself" When Mark suddenly starts to spend more time with a "new friend" and doesn't spend any time with Jack, He starts to get jealous, especially when Mark didn't fell his "new friend" that he was bisexual, so Jack...