Everything in life has always been a fight,
It seem as if I'll never find the light.
They say they want to help me heal,
But sometimes I just cannot deal.
When it comes to be too much,
I need just one little crutch.
I have to lose the bad,
But that's all I've ever had.
I try to sleep at night,
But the pain is too bright.
It even outshines the good.
The more I ignore it, the worse it gets.
You think, all is good, and then it hits.
Like a ton of bricks falling on your back.
You feel in control, and then your crack.
