The previous day...
"Be careful Jennifer"
"Beau, you worry too much. I will come home early, take care of the coconuts." I smiled at him
"Ok, I will miss you bear. I love you"
"I love you too baby"
I kissed him one last time then I left. Why do I feel like it's not that kind of love I always looked for?
I took a cab and I left. It's my 4th season on Idol. Time passes by so fast. The previous year with Harry and Keith was hilarious. And I found Harry so funny.
Is it wrong if I think he's sexy? It's not like I was falling for him. He's totally not my type, he's too corny and sometimes he makes me pissed af. I could stare at his huge biceps all day.
Ugh Jennifer you think too much, try to forget about him and focus on the contestants. But his muscles... Why am I addicted to him when I have Beau? And why would he flirt with me when he has Jill? I was lost in my thoughts when Keith poked me.
"Jennifer what's wrong with you? Is everything ok?"
"Oh yeah, I'm just tired that's all" I smiled back at him.
After the auditions I straight went home. I need a beer or a whisky after this day-long boredom. Or both of them.
I was about to open my beer when Beau stepped in the door.
"Jennifer what the hell are you doing? You promised me you won't drink anymore! Don't you remember what happened a year earlier??"
Actually a year ago I was passed out because of the alcohol and I had to go to the hospital. I had to promise Beau that I will never drink again but I don't care, I'm grown up, I can decide what I want to do.
"Beau I don't care, it's enough of your bullshits just let me drink it!"
"STOP IT JENNIFER DON'T YOU DARE DRINK IT!" He yelled at me.
But I don't care I took a sip from it. He grabbed the bottle and threw it on the ground.
"Beau are you out of your fvcking mind?"
"I am the one who is supposed to ask you this question"
"You know what I'm tired of this, I'm tired of you I need some time."
I went to my room, changed my clothes and drove off. I can't stay near to him anymore. I was driving in the city for half an hour when I decided to go to the Idol studio and sleep there.
I was walking on the hallway when I bumped into ...Harry.
