I got into my car and stayed in there for a while not wanting to go home to an empty house. My mom was barely ever home and my dad wasnt with my mom anymore and he never visits us. I started to cry as I couldnt hold it in anymore. It hurt and Im not gonna lie and say it didnt. "What the fuck did I do am I just not good enough" I yelled out in frustration.
I hate myself for still loving him after he told the whole school that Im a whore when Violet lied to him. I shook my head and started to drive. I didnt know where I was gonna go but I needed to go get drunk.
I walked up to the steps of the club and the guard let me in because there was no line. The music was loud and I could here it from outside the club. I stepped inside making myself forget about Brandon. It smelled strongly of sweat and henny. In the back was the bar and in front was the dance floor with about 70 bodies grinding up against each other.
I made my across the dance floor being stopped by men wanting to dance. I kindly declined each one not wanting to be bothered. I got to the nar safely and ordered. I slumped my head between my head knowing Im gonna regret this but I needed to get my mind away.
I looked around and a boy stood in the corner looking down at his phone is his hand amd his other hand placed in his front pocket. He was wearing a black shirt that was fitted and showed that he worked out a lot. He had jeans on that fit him just right and jordans that looked expensive. Well everything on him screamed expensive actually.
I walked over to him oblivious of doing so. I only noticed when I was right in front of him. He hadnt noticed me yet so I worked up my courage to tap him. He looked sexy from here. You could slightly see his eyes through his hair. My mind said no but my hand tapped him and he looled up straight at me.
I was staring straight into his chocolatey brown eyes that showed no emotion yet showed something. That something I couldn't quite decipher like he had a barrier up and I couldn't know it down. He looked at me and soley on me like he was tryimg to figure out me but I had put up my barrier just like him.
"Hi" I mamaged to say never breaking eye contact. "Hi" he said slowly as if asking a question. "I was just sitting over and saw you amd thought you of wanted company." I said looking away brealimg the eye contact. I could feel his eyes tracking me. "Stay or not. I couldn't care less" he spat. "Just lookin out sorry for trying." I yelled. I turned and walked away back to the bar but his hand grabbed mine and turned me around. "What" I said rolling my eyes. "Stay."
I couldn't help but smile knowing someone wanted my company. Brandon didn't. But he was at the back of my mind. All Im thinking about is why the bad boy wanted my company. I got out my phone and handed it to him. He took it and looked my questioningly. I nodded to it and he nodded then proceeded to put his number in my phone. He gave me his phone and I put my number in. We had just met but I needed to get my mind on someone else.
I walked away and waved to him signaling that I was leaving. He saluted to me and I started smile. I looked at my phone for his number and his name was Damon.
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