walking back into the house I couldn't help but feel guilty. I've never seen Enoch so furious before and he always seems angry anyhow but that...that was a whole new anger. I walked down the hallway of the first floor, all the children were in the living room watching another one of Horace's dreams of fancy clothes and proper English parties. I walked upstairs and before entering my room I looked down the hallway to see if Enoch's room was open. it wasn't, it was strange seeing how he at least always has it open a crack for the dull yellow light to shine threw. I felt a punch to the gut, I knew I had to apologize I shouldn't have mentioned olive. maybe I did because I was actually..sort of jealous of another girl having Enoch... I shook myself out of that thought quickly. I walked down slowly to his door I felt this sad aura as I got closer. I paused in front of his door, which I noticed had some scratches on it, most likely from his dolls fighting. I raised my hand to knock, my hands shaking terribly. when suddenly his door flew open and I came face to face with him. we both froze and looked shocked. I was even more shocked to notice how red and wet Enoch's face was..was he...crying? "what are you doing here?" he was strangely calm and his accent was so relaxed almost gentle. my eyes flickered not knowing how to react. "um...about earlier, I'm honestly terribly sorry I shouldn't have mentioned her so soon." he stared me dead in the face I honestly couldn't tell what was going threw his mind as I apologized. " and I understand if your angry with me and.." he suddenly lifts my chin up softly with his hand so my eyes would meet his. "you really have to stop being a nervous wreck" he said, a small smirk forming in the left corner of his lip. I just stayed quiet for a moment. "besides I'm over it, people live, people die that's how the world works." he moves passed me and starts to walk down the hallway. I noticed he had a blanket and a book in his hand. "I'm going back down to the river..if you want to know more about olive then I suppose you'll have to follow me." for once I didn't hesitate to follow him. we both told miss peregrine where we were off to. yes...I had a feeling it might lead to him somehow ending up between my legs again. but at this point I didn't care...I needed to know the truth.
it was getting a little darker out, not to dark to where miss peregrine would soon be out to rewind the day. but enough for the sky to be a bright purple and blue color. Enoch layed the blanket down and placed the book right next to him a he sat down. I sat down but made sure to keep my distance from him a bit, honestly him grabbing my arms earlier shook me up. "the truth about olive is..." I looked at him interested. "she was actually...a lot like you..spirit wise anyway." I looked down listening to him talk about her. "she was fiery, but so gentle all at once. she followed me everywhere like a puppy, putting up with me no matter what I said or did. she always admired my peculiarity....and all I did was push her away." I heard his voice start to change. I look up slowly to his face...he began to cry. " and it wasn't till she died that I realized..I realized how much of a fool I was, to not admit how much I loved her...before she.." he began to sob into his knees letting everything out. my heart felt week to the sight of him being so vulnerable. " id give anything...anything to tell her I'm sorry...and how I really felt." I watched him cry for a moment. until I lifted my hand slowly and began to rub his back. gently up and down to comfort him. I heard him stop crying after a few minutes, he lifted his head up and looked at me. we stared at each other for a moment. I knew what he wanted...and for once I wanted it to. we crashed our lips together without thought, him emiedietly getting on top of me pinning my hands down against the blanket. he kisses and bites my neck and this time I didn't hold my moans back. "mmm" I moaned as his hot breath sent shivers down my entire body. I could tell he was shocked by my reaction. as our lips parted I decided to teasingly joke to cheer him up. "aren't you gonna wright this down in your book?" he looked at me a second then slowly smiled..a dazzling, sexy smile. "shut up..." he said playfully as he pressed his lips against mine again. his hands slid up my shirt again and underneath my bra, he brushed his thumb fast over my nipple making light moans escape with every friction. I could feel him getting harder so as we kissed I undid his belt and slowly glided my hand down to stroke him. he let out moans here and there which was new because he usually doesn't moan. but it made me want to do it more. I stroked him faster listening to his breathing getting harder. he leaned up and tore his shirt off revealing his well sculpted torso, he pulled my shirt over my head and undid my bra until we were both entirely naked. this was the first time we've done it entirely unclothed. and in the moment I didn't really care. he entered me slowly and we both moaned lightly as he did. he buried his head into my shoulder and wrapped his hands under and behind my back pushing himself deeper into me, my arms wrapped around his shoulders while my legs hooked to the side of his ribs. as soon as he started I noticed instantly a different feeling. I wasn't scared...it didn't feel forced..it felt like...like we both cared for a moment. he thrusted hard but slowly into me, I moaned each time he thrusted and he was moaning too lightly because I knew he didn't want to give himself up but I knew he was trying hard not to lose himself. my nails raked his back and he bit into my neck. his back was glistening with sweat the dawn lights hitting his back like a painting. I grabbed the blanket on the ground feeling myself about to cum. I arched my back and began to orgasm, as I did Enoch moaned into my shoulder pretty loudly. "(y/n)..." he moaned as I felt him finish inside me. after we both lied there for a moment breathing heavily. we looked at each other face to face once more and kissed once more. I cupped Enoch's face and he placed his hand against mine. " this is the last time..." he said as he slowly got up and started to dress himself again. I almost wanted to cry "what?!, why?!" he started to button back up his shirt and trousers. "my experiment is complete, I no longer need you." I could hear that it pained him to say it. "Enoch" he looked back at me one last time with tears in his eyes. "I'm...im sorry"
more to come <3
