sensational.

circles

His fingers find their way to my stomach, drawing small circles on my hips. It was only supposed to be a one time thing, yet we kept finding ourselves in each other's arms, lost in time. The feelings were bound to develop over the course of the summer. 

He continues drawing circles on my stomach, staring at my lips. His gaze never falters, even as I stared him down. I let out a sigh at it all; I could tell the feelings were already starting to get the better of him. It'd be better if I chose to break if off now before he realized it. 

And yet, try as hard as I might, I couldn't get myself to push him off and escort him out the door. It's as if he put me under a spell, commanding my body to do as he pleases. Melting into his touch, I remain sprawled on the bed, watching as my summer fling draws innocent circles on my abdomen. 

"I can't stop this feeling." He says through a sigh. His hand returns to his side, my body immediately going cold from the lack of touch. I watch as my body shrinks back to my control. "This was only supposed to be a summer fling." Somehow, he never takes his eyes off the one thing that he wants.

I willed myself to tell him that we couldn't do this, that whatever we had was simply a mistake. The words never left my mouth, however. It's as if I, too, were pleading for this moment to never end. "I know how you feel." 

The silence consumed the two of us. In the dawn's light, I watched as the boy sat up to gather his things. I was surprised by the sudden feeling of dread washing over me.

"I'm sorry. I can't keep doing this if we keep developing feelings for each other." His shirt was slipped back onto his body, hiding the piece of him that left him vulnerable. He let a sigh escape his lips before he left. "You deserve better, you know?"

The door closed as the sun rose up. 

And I was once again alone.

(a/n)
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