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I was in hospital I knew I was and there were beeping noises and doctors and then I heard him it was zack." Is she alright doctor?""she is fine just a panic attack and let me warn you she has anxiety be careful things like what has happened usually lead to panic attacks she'll wake up now and you talk to her then we'll tell you when you can take her.""can I take her today""yes you can but I will tell you instructions of what to do and what to not do later.""thank you"
He came to me and sat in a seat next to me a he was mumbling something but I heard it all."ugh why do I have to be a dickhead she's my life I have done this to her how do I tell her my broken life how do I tell her my fucking dickhead life.if only I could have the courage to tell her."I opened my eyes and stared and I was right I was in a hospital."chanel"........."I'm soo sorry I've been a dickhead I wasn't listening and I was upset for no reason please forgive me.""it's not your fault zack it's mine I started to cry so that I couldn't control myself"i sat up and looked at him he looked stressed"chanel I have a lot to talk about we need to have a one to one talk about everything that has happened in our lives our full story or else this will break our relationship""okay but once I'm recovered""er Mr er.....""zack""yes Mr zack you can take her home give her some nice food and no stress or issues for about two days and also can I speak in private"yeah sure but can't you speak in front of chanel""if you would like then ok""yes please""please make sure she sound get pregnant in one to two months""and whys that doctor I mean she won't but I want to know.""she...""nooo doctor he's my boyfriend I haven't told him yet I will tell him he dost know anything about me yet ill let him know.""are you sure chanel it's very important for a man who lives with you.""I'm sure I'll tell him now.""ok I shall go.""zack my anxiety is really really bad I suffer from depression too and if I have a panic attack it messes with my system like girl stuff...and well if we do stuff to have kids it's dangerous for you I don't wanna say it but yeah and if we do stuff but don't have a baby it's okay but still you know.id rather tell you.""oh right ok" read on 😊😊😊😊😊😊