The Life I Always Wanted (Joker x Reader)

#1 One of those days..

*Alarm ringing* Current time: 7:00 AM
Y/N's POV.
Ugh..
Another morning. No wait worse. Another school morning. It gets worse everyday..
It's a Wednesday. The worst school day of the week. Too many classes to attend and they're mostly boring ones. I always have a hard time getting out of bed, and to be honest this time didn't make any difference. I drank my morning cocoa and got out of bed to get ready for school. Whenever I get out of this bed I imagine the life I could have if I was with him.. I would probably wake up hearing his heartbeat with my head on his chest.. No y/n! That will never happen to me. I guess I'm one of the unlucky ones. I got dressed up wearing one of my usual outfits for a school day. Hey! Just because I'm so fucking bored with this life doesn't mean I don't wanna look good. I actually spend most of my time to get ready choosing my outfit.

My favorite color is green but I just love wearing black. I brush my hair, grab my school bag and I get out of my house. I wave at my mom and I leave because dad has already left for work. I walk on the same distracting streets and the sun is really bugging me. I actually love sunny days but I don't have my sunglasses with me and it makes it hard to walk. This bag is so heavy fuck my back hurts. Passing all those pathetic loud people and there it is.. my school. Omg I'm late. I enter the school gate running and I climb the stairs as fast as I can. My class is on the third floor so it took a while. When I enter the class my besties all hug me and I'm so lucky the teacher isn't here yet. We talk for like 10 minutes and the teacher enters. Time passes so fast (thank god) and after 7 classes I get out of this hell. I hug the girls and leave, I know I'll text them when I get home. When I enter the door I realize no one's home. Mom and dad are at work and my older sister is still at school. I let go of my school bag and feel the relief on my back. Us students are just crappy humans who carry big weights. I got an A at maths though and I'm happy but still it's not enough..

Ah there's nothing better than coming home after school. It's just one of those days (netflix, lying on the couch and thinking about every decision I ever made in my life). I open the TV and the first thing that pops up is the news channel. Boring. But I stop just as I hear the name I've been wanting to hear all day..
"The Joker strikes again! Bank robbed and people held hostage. Batman came to save the day, but The Joker had already left. When will this all end? We don't know. Please stay indoors until further notice." Call me crazy, but I think he's so hot. Ok yeah yeah I know I'm not okay I have issues.. They all say that. First thing I do is text my besties. We talk and talk but then I go offline because my battery is at 10% and also I want to go buy some ice cream. Going out for ice cream wouldn't hurt anyone right? I go out and walk to the ice cream shop. I get my favorite ice cream and go back home. As I walk through the streets I have a weird feeling in my stomach like something's about to happen. I completely ignore it. Nothing good ever happens to me. I walk a little faster as I hear a car coming really fast this way. I turn to see who could walk this fast during this time of day when people are usually wandering around Gotham.
And right there my heart skips a beat. I see that oh so famous purple lamborghini. I can't believe my eyes. Is this really happening? Am I dreaming? Did I fall asleep on the couch or something? The car is speeding in my direction and our eyes meet.

In front of me I see that pale face, electric green hair and blue eyes. I got hypnotized by those eyes staring deep into mine. This was a new feeling to me. It felt like an electric bond when our eyes met. Just like when you get electro shocked.. I couldn't move, I couldn't think. He actually saw me. I think he smirked at me but I'm not sure. Even though the car sped past me I was still stuck there. Those eyes being the only thing I could think about. I started walking back home.. well running actually. I was really happy. I was actually genuinely happy for the first time in.. I can't even remember how long it's been. I saw The Joker face to face. I may have psychotic tendencies, but who cares. All I care about is him. My bestie has told me I need professional help and laughs it off. She keeps trying to remind me that The Joker is a monster, a psychopath, a murderous criminal, etc, but I never listen to her. I know all that he has done, but I crave to have a happy life as criminals together with him. I wouldn't try to change him. I love him for who he is and a life with him is the life of my dreams. They all say he's abusive but I'm pretty sure I can handle it. Yes, it sounds weird, but let's just act like I never said this. When I finally got home I went straight to my bedroom. I was sitting on the bed processing what happened. I saw the joker and the joker saw me. I kept repeating this sentence in my mind smiling. Lying in bed and covering myself with a really soft blanket, I watched some netflix and then fell asleep. When I woke up it was around 7:20 PM and my parents were home. I was still sleepy and then it hit me. I remember my little encounter with Mr. J and I start blushing without knowing it. I study a little even though there's no school tomorrow nor the next 14 days. Spring break. That's why spring is my favorite season. Well that and because my birthday is in April. April 3. I really can't wait, even though it'll be just like every other year. I eat dinner (pastaa my favorite) and go back in my bedroom. I lie down on the bed and turn off the light at 11:15 PM because I was kinda tired even though I was sleeping 5 hours ago. And when I close my eyes time passes fast and I can't fall asleep again. Fuck insomnia. All I can think about are those blue hypnotizing eyes and I can't seem to get them out of my head..