Chapter 7

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I woke up early that morning. Perrie had stayed at Ariel's dorm that night. I usually don't see Ariel alot. She is usually hanging with her other friends. The populars. I got up take a warm shower. Then I get dressed and went down to the cafeteria to see all my friends and Louis and Curly at a table. I smiled to myself as I walked over to the open seat next to Harry.

"Hello Curly" I said with a smile. He grinned at me and I could not help but notice he was checking me out. I doubt it. I just brushed it of and pretended not to notice. Suddenly I saw Zayn approach our table.

"Malik 6 o clock" I said to Rachel. She looked at me puzzled. Then Zayn came up behind her. It all happened so fast. He spun her around and crashed his lips into hers. She looked startled but then started to kiss back. They both looked experienced. They just were there in a make out session. Then he let go and they had their foreheads pressed against each other's.

"I have felt the same way about you all these years just never had the courage to speak up." He said and Rachel giggled.

"Well I'm glad you finally did" she said and connected their lips again.

"TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH!!!" Perrie screamed. Rachel pulled away to glare at her while Perrie just stared back with a satisfied smile on her face. I could not help but have my mind travel to Niall. How I yerned do the warmth of his soft lips on mine, WHAT AM I SAYING!! I just met him. Even though he was a hot, attractive, wonderful angel with beautiful eyes and muscular arms and probually a six pack, he could be a dirt bag for all I know. I have to promise myself I won't fall for him just to crash hard on the cold stone of reality. I must have to get to know him like a brother before I take the next step. That reminds me, I wonder how Thomas is doing. I miss him like crap and even though in have friends now I still a missing a chunk of my heart that I fear I will never get back. I throw my trash away and grab all my books, not saying goodbye to any of them because a wave of sadness has hit me and I am not in the mood to talk. I walk down the halls quietly, just me and what is now 3/5 of my heart.

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