i still has this stupid cast on my arm, and i've been feeling totally down and feel like i've hit a new low.
i've been moping around the house, doing literally nothing except order pizza and eat it all while watching tv.
i was sitting on my usual spot on the couch when kelsey snatched the remote and snatched the pizza box from my lap and tossed it in the trash.
"alright, i let you have your time to be lazy and now it's time for you to get your shit together. you're being annoying and i'm sick of seeing you sit on your ass all day. it's time to get you out." she said and i looked at her.
"okay, but you really didn't need to throw the pizza away." i replied and she rolled her eyes.
"just change into something decent and we are going to get you out of here and we will go to a nice restaurant and sit outside and take cute pictures and talk about life." she said and pulled me off the couch forcefully and shoved me towards the stairs.
"hey hey, i have a broken arm you better chill." i warned her and she ignored me as i walked up to my room to change out of my sweatpants and sweatshirt.
i've been in a terrible mood for the past few days, i don't know why, really no reason for it but whatever.
i slip on a random black crop top, black ripped jeans and my maroon velvet-ish puma shoes and i put a nike hat on my head and walk back downstairs and we were on our way.
we drove to a cute little restaurant in town and i ordered a water with a salad and bread.
"so how have you and ski been? we never talk much without them being at home." i asked her as i took a sip of my water and taking a bite of salad.
"we're good, i guess. i don't think we're gonna be anything official cause i'm pretty sure he's texting some other girl behind my back. i think he just wants to be friends." she said, i could hear the sadness in her voice.
"oh, don't be down about it, i mean maybe he's not texting hoes behind your back, have a little more faith in him. i'm sure he has more feelings for you than you think." i shrugged.
"how are you and jahseh?" she said, rolling her eyes as she said his name.
"we're great." i said and she just looked at me.
"no more details?" she pouted and i sighed.
"he said he likes me, and i like him, but he hasn't made any moves so maybe he went back on his word." i replied and she gaped.
"he likes you! awww! how cute!" she said and people were staring at her.
"yeah, just don't say nothing cause he'll get all awkward and stuff." i warned her and she swore she wouldn't mention anything.
oh my, i know this is bad i just felt really bad for not updating. i'll work harder on the next one i swear!!!!
