I'm just the asshole right? I'm just the guy who can't make friends? Right? That's all I'll ever be- the creepy violent pervert- right?! I failed my parents, they didn't want me from the start, so I was a brat. I failed all my past lovers, I wanted them to not leave me, so I was abusive. I failed my friends, I never had any, so I just- i just avoided them. I've made mistakes and I can't change people's impression of me. I want to be alone but they just won't leave me alone!!
I'm not accepted anywhere. I'm an out cast. I feel misunderstood but am I really?
