Letters for You • BTS ✔

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3rd person POV

Sunday came and you wake up early as usual, took a bath and made breakfast. It's been a long time since you lived in the small cozy home alone. You liked the silence but sometimes it's too silent for you, you miss the presence of someone else in your house, like Bangtan that always came on Saturday or Sunday. You silently watch the flashbacks that your brain played for you, a faint sad smile formed on your face with one streak of tear dropped from your cheeks to the wooden floor. You don't have that much time, only a few months until you're going to go to college in Seoul.

You finished your breakfast and changed your clothes to go to grocery shopping, you listed the things you need on a sheet of paper so you won't forget later on. You put on your red converse and took a step out from your house feeling the autumn wind ruffling your hair. You took another step then another and eventually arrived at the grocery store. When you're done with the vegetable and meat all there's left is snacks for you to eat while you study. When you about to go to the snack aisle you saw Bangtan quarreling about what snacks they want to eat, at time like this sometimes you would tell them to just buy both of it or just watch from the sideline amused and then stop them. You ducked you head as you passed them, quickly grab your snack that you usually would buy and hurry to the cashier not wanting to talk to them, as much as you wanted to probably they won't appreciate that.

You paid your groceries when you're almost at the exit, someone grabbed your hand, you quickly looked back to the person. To say that you're shocked is an understatement, Jimin is holding your hand- more like squeezing it -and stared at you with a helpless look. You stand there silently stared back at him with a blank face, feeling awkward.

"Hey... Jimin" You said but quickly continue it with '-ssi'. Sadness flashed in Jimin's eyes, you would feel sad if someone who's really close to you suddenly treating you like a stranger, but you didn't feel comfortable enough to call them with -ah or just their simple nicknames, they drifted away from you.

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The day passed by pretty fast, Jimin's change of attitude have been confusing you. First he grabbed your hand, second he's sad when you called him -ssi, and third he just left without saying a word; not even a hello or your name. You stared at the ceiling wondering what went wrong or what you did wrong to them, you awfully miss them, every day you keep asking why they distanced themself away from you.