I apologize, It's not that long! It's for Taylor!
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"You're the one that I love, and I'm saying goodbye."
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The salty tears, ran down my face as Shawn and I screamed at each other.
"You're just like the last one!" Shawn shouted, running a hand through his hair.
I froze, feeling a strong pang in my chest. "W-What?" My voice lowered to a whisper, cracking slightly.
"No. I-I didn't mean that. No. No." Shawn shook his head, squeezing his eyes shut, furrowing his eyebrows.
"You never say something you don't mean, why would you think it, if you didn't mean it." I started to walk away, turning back to look at him one last time. "Goodbye, Shawn..."
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I didn't understand, I don't even know how the argument started.
It was supposed to be a good night.
We just sat down, ready to watch a movie, with cuddling and kissing. Then...
I was now sat on my couch, eating chocolate ice cream.
"Tay! Someone's here for you." My sister shouted.
I didn't even have to think about who it was.
I knew.
I sighed, dragging myself towards the door, dreading what was about to go down.
"Come in." I mumbled, not glancing up, just keeping my eyes glued to the wooden flooring.
"Thanks." Shawn responded, slowly entering.
I opened the door fully, gesturing for him to follow me to my room, before closing it behind him.
Once we both entered, we both took a seat on my bed.
"I didn't mean it, Tay. I swear, I love you so much. I would give up everything for you."
I frowned. "Sure you would." I sarcastically remarked, rejecting everything.
"You piss me off so much sometimes and I just need to let it out. Okay? I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry." Shawn had tears running down his face, by now, a sad laugh leaving his lips.
This is the first time I've ever seen Shawn cry. I just kept quite while his loud sobs echoed through my mind.
"Say something. Please." He said sternly.
"I'm giving up on you." I sighed.
"What? No. No. This is a joke." Shawn argued.
"No, it's not Shawn. I can't do this."
"We can get through this." His voice cracked.
"No... I can't." I mumbled.
"I have one thing to tell you before I leave then." He said seriously, sighing.
"Alright." I held back tears, sniffling quietly.
"I had plans. I had road trip plans to the middle of nowheres. I had plans to grow old with you. I had plans to propose. I had a plan to marry you. I had a plan that you'd be the one I say goodnight to, before I turn to my side of our bed. I had a plan we'd have little Taylor's and Shawn's running around. Most of all, I had a plan to love you, until the end... At least that one can never fail."
"I forgive you. I love you. I'm sorry." I cried, covering my mouth with my hands.
"You'll be with me?" He smiled slightly through tears.
"Yes." I smiled, sniffling.
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Well, that was dramatic and horrible.
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