Chad

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        Ring ring ring i hear my alarm going off annoying the shit out of me waking me up causeing me to have to face todays reality i quickly jumped out of bed and headed to the bathroom for a shower after my shower i decided i. would wear something really causual today i wore my maroon adidas hoodie black leggings and a pair of black converse and straightend my hair then when it came time for my makup i only applyed my better then sex mascarra I applyed my japenese cherry blossom perfume from bath and body works grabed my bag and headed out the door

I headed toard the end of the street were my bus stops is i quickly see the one person ive been trying to avoid shawn i soon feel a harsh pit in my stomache at the sight of him
 
I suddenly feel almost sick the thing is i think i like Shawn but i cant fall for him i cant im not ready to get hurt agian i dont think id be able to handle another heart break like the one cha9d put me through i loved him or at least i thought i did one day i randomly decided to visit him and i walked in on him inside another girl i was devistated i wanted to die i was hurt embarassed betrayed and broken i didnt leave my bed for weeks it took so much out of my soul i dont think i can ever handle that much hurt agian now i have trust issues because people have lying issues and that is why i dont like to fall cause when i do i get hurt and im tired of getting hurt.

( not edited )  sorry for the short chapter and im sorry this is a crap story let me know if you think i should continue it or not and writing suggestions are great as well 🤗

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