Zayn's POV
Am i in love with her? No. That cant be! I do like her but...but i cant fall in love!
"boy boy boy your in love." nehdia smirked!
"no, no way, you know i can't." i said.
" why? is that a disease?" she teased.
"What ever neddy" i said!
"Well, i am just kidding i am sure this is your drama to get in her pants" Nehdia laughed.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP, just SHUT UP." i shouted right at her face!
I can't believe i just shouted at NEDDY for that random chick, no no she's not a random chick! I know she's somehow special, for me.
"Calm down boy, I just didn't know you actually started loving her! " Nehdia said in a calm tone.
"Neddy look i am sorry. I really am! "
I said, shocked at what I did seconds ago.
"It's okay, lover boy" she winked at me.
"i am sorry" i repeated.
"shut up, wanna go for icecream anyways?" she asked me after shutting me up.
"no, i'll stay in." i told her.
I felt really bad for shouting at my best friend seconds ago. Just as i was thinking about going for icecream, Umar walked in.
"What the fuck Zayn?" Umar says loudly shocking me. Neddy just sat there looking at him!
"What happened?" i ask him curiously trying not to get off track.He looks back at me like i am a murderer or something.
"What happened? What happened? GOD! You know Aisha is a family friend. Couldn't you find anybody else to make your fuck target?" he shoots at me.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, i only took her to the lake, besides she's YOUR family friend, a family friend that you JUST discovered" my voice gets louder and harsher then i intended it to be.
"Zayn, i dont know why, but if you cause any problems to her i am litterally gonna kill you" i glares at me.
"What tha actuall fuck?" i rehetorically question. I cant believe we are fighting over her. I leave the house as soon as possible and go to the lake, the lake where i took her.
I am the guy who doesn't stay home at night just because i am busy fucking a random chick, i cant like her because i know i'll hurt her!
I am the guy who even IF, thats a big if, falls in love with her would not express my feelings.
I never dated before so i dont think God has still given me the strenght to.
