lover • P.J.M

3.0

_____

he was here,

stood steadily in front of me.

with genuinely smile plastered on his face,

he walk to me.

he took both of my hands and held it tight.

i gave him my questioned face,

while he just stared at me.

'im sorry' he said.

'why?' i asked.

'because i have to go, jimin' he replied.

without my permission tears drop from my eyes.

his slender finger wipe my tears away without breaking the eye contact.

'but why?' i asked him.

he shut his mouth and bring my hand to his chest,

which i cant feel his heartbeat.

'how?' i flustered.

smile didnt left his lips.

'you are a grown, independent, and lucky boy. im so glad that i could meet you, know you, and love you. but the time has come where i should leave. i know you'll be fine even if i'm not stand by your side. because i trust you, and everything will be alright jimin.'

i cant stop my tears when he finished his words,

im so confused.

why he have to leave me?

is it because i have another friends?

is it because i go to town everyday?

'no' he suddenly said.

he take me to his arms and hold me tight,

i wrap my arms around him,

smell his scent for the last time.

i dont want him to leave.

we promised to each other to not leave.

why cant he stay beside me?

i need him,

i need him in my life.

where should i go if he's gone?

he broke the hug and said,

'look at your own reflection if you need me. and i'll be there, inside you.'

he poke my left chest softly.

we look into each other,

i dont want to break the contact.

i dont want to be alone,

i need someone here.

he cupped my cheeks while smiling at me,

i could see sadness from his smile.

'the time has come. before i go i want to give you my last present' he said.

without any words i feel his soft lips touch mine,

a kiss.

he broke our kiss when we need an air.

our forehead connected,

as he smiled when look at my face.

'call my name, jimin' he demand.

he wiped my tears with his thumb softly.

'say it'

'hoseok..' i whispered softly.

he nodded and tears drop from his beautiful eyes again.

i cant help but cry with him while he let go my hand and leave.

goodbye,

my brother,

my master,

my lover.

[fin]