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"Daddy!" I squealed as he swung me around in the air.

3 years young.

"I love you boo!" he whispered into my ear as he headed out the door.

4 years young.

"I have to leave now!" Daddy pushed me off of his legs, I sat on the floor crying.
8 years young.

"Sorry bitch, maybe you'll die when im gone" Daddy slapped me then left.
3 months ago.

I sat on my bed sobbing. I had just snapped out of one of my severe flashbacks. They happen a lot.

The girls had left to work and I was all alone. With nothing to do I stood up and stumbled over to the bathroom.

I'm sorry girls I thought as I took out my razor.  Breaking it, I took the razor blade and held it up to my wrist.

do it! the voices screamed in my head. fat fat fat fat! I swiped the blade, but a little too deep.

the blood seeped from my arm, creating a puddle on the floor.

I'm sorry! I thought desperately, as the world twisted and faded.

Mila's POV:

The girls and I were just starting our new single 'me and my girls' for Yahoo. it was the acoustic version.

all the lights, turn them off, it's too loud in her to talk, I don't understand a word you say...

gotta sleep but instead, karaoke on the bed, taking duck face selfies right and left...

we get crazy with it, we get stupid with it, we don't care if people stare when we wobble with it...

we get diva on it, we get queen bee on it, we get Brittney, Demi, One Direction, Bieber on it...

and we play, our favorite songs and we scream out all night long like, ooh, oh, when it's just me and my girls...

and we dance like no one's watching, we crack up, booty popping, like ooh, oh, when it's just me and my girls,

watch me now...

We finished up the song, jamming out. slowly we got up and said our 'thank you's' and headed out the door. the car ride back was awkward, it started out with me tooting, then Lauren screaming "I'm sexy and I know it" then being pulled over by the cops because someone reported that they thought we were drunk.

We finally pulled into the driveway, and I jumped out of the car. "London, we're home!" I sing songed. I didn't hear a reply. that's weird I thought. I ran up the stars and saw the bathroom light was on.

"I'm sorry" I heard London whisper. "London no no no no no!!!" I busted the door down and what I saw stopped my heart.

London was on the floor, with a pool of blood around her wrist.

she had cut herself.

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