Fifty Shades Of Harry

Chapter Ten

A/N: FILLER CHAPTER IM SORRY D: 

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Kiss miss you little shit!!! Im paralyzed in his arms staring at Harrys beautiful lips, memorized. He is looking down at me, his gaze darkens and his breathing gets heavier. Im in Harrys arms..Harry Styles arms. My eyes rome back up to his as he closes it and shakes his head like he is answering his own silent question.

"Isabella you shouldn't be with me, im not the man for you." he whispers. My heart falls. What? What the hell!! I frown as my head fills up in rejection.

Breathe Isabella breath, im gonna let you go now okay?" He says quietly and gently pushes me off of him. I swallow hard. I almost get hit by a bike, i land in Harrys arm, he was almost going to kiss me but he pushes me away. And all i wanted was to be kissed, and i made it pretty damn obvious and he didnt do it. He doesnt want me. Grace lied, i was a fool to think he would like someone like me.  He has his hands on my shoulders looking at me seeing my reactions.

"Ive got this, thank you" I breathe, finding my voice. Im humiliated. I need to get away from him.

"Thank you for what?" He asked frowning. He still hasnt taken his hands off of me.

"For saving me" I whisper. 

"That idiot should of watched where he was going. Im glad i was here. I shudder to think what could have happened to you, Do you want me to walk you back to the hotel?" He asked letting go of my shoulders as he puts them to his side. I shake my head clearing it. I just want to get away from him. He doesnt want me, what was i thinking? I scold myself. I wrap my arms around myself looking at the road and turn around facing my back toward him.

"Thanks for the tea and the photoshoot" I murmur and i start to walk toward the hotel.

"Isabella.....I....." He says but stops, his voice sounds for my attention so i stop and turn around to look at his green gaze. He looks frustrated. He runs his hand through his curly hair.

"What Harry?!" I snap at him. He was taking way to long to answer. I just want to go, why wont he let me go? I need to take my fragile self away and heal myself.

"Good luck with your exams" He murmurs.. Huh?

"Thanks" I say making sure he heard my sarcasm and i roll my eyes and start to walk toward the hotel as i look at the concrete. Once i make it to the hotel. I get in my car and send a text to Grace that im on my way home. I dont even start the car. I bring my knees up to my chest and cry. I wanna make myself as small as possible. Why am i crying? Maybe im just angry at myself. Im crying over the loss of something i never had. How pathetic.

I never felt the feeling of rejection. Romantically i never put myself out there, ever and now i know why. Im to pale, skinny, clumsy, my hair isnt perfect. The list can go on and on. After a good 10 minutes of crying i get myself together, i need to go home, study and go to bed.

When i get home Grace is sitting on the couch with her laptop in her lap. Her welcoming smile fades once she sees me.

"Bella whats wrong?, you have been crying, what did that bastard do to you?!" she asks. Great. Grace Waters 21 question game has begun. 

"Nothing Grace" I say lying.

"Then why have you been crying? You never cry!" She says as he voice softens and she stands as she puts her arms around me hugging me. I need something to get her to back off of this Harry thing.

"I almost got hit by a guy on a bike" I say. Its the best i could come up with, hopefully to distract her from.....him.

"Holy crap are you okay?! Were you hurt?" She asks looking at me worried. Looking at me up and down seeing if i was okay.

"Yeah im okay, Harry saved me, but it scared me a bit" I whisper.

"I would be too, how was the coffee date?" She asked smirking at bit.

"First it wasnt a date, and it was fine..i had some tea. I really dont know why he asked me to go."

"Helloooo! He likes you Bella!" 

"Not anymore, i wont be seeing him again" I say rolling my eyes to myself.

"Really?" She says curiosuly. Damn it. I go into the kitchen so she wont see my face.

"Yeah he is way out of my league" I say dryly.

"What do you mean?"

"Grace its obvious!!!" I say turning around to face her as she stands in the kitchen doorway.

"Not to me!" She

"He is-" I say stopping myself, what can i say? I shrug.

"Bella, how many freaking times do i have to tell you that your a total babe!" She says. Here we go again. I change the subject quickly.

"Grace please i really have to study, exams re tomorrow" I say cutting her short and she frowns.

"Do you want to see the article at least? Jose took some REALLY great pictures" she asks. Great, do i really wanna see the beautiful Harry I Dont Want You Styles?

"Sure" I say smiling at little and walk over to her laptop and there he is in black and white. I pretend to read the article but im just looking at his picture trying to find some clue why he isnt the man for me. Pah he is to beautiful for me. Never would he date me. He said it himself, he is not all hearts and flowers. Thats why he isnt the man for me because thats what i want and now the rejection isnt so bad. I understand.

"Its great Grace, im gonna go study" i say as she smiles. I walk to my room and plop on the bed. I am not gonna think about him anymore. I promise to myself. I open one of my books and read.

Later that night i close my books after hours of studying and i lay my head on my pillow. Why is it when im in my bed trying to sleep when all the thoughts drift to my head. I keep thinking his quote 'i dont do the girrlfriend thing'. Im angry at myself for not catching that sooner so i didnt look like a fool before i was begging with every fiber in my body to kiss him and he didnt kiss back. He didnt want me as a girlfriend. I shake the thoughts out of my head and falls asleep as i dream of green eyes and me running down a long hallway to the light. Not sure if im running toward it  or away from it.

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A/N: Sorry  for the filler chapter D: 

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