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it's been three months now, she have never been so happy, "taehyung-ah, what do you want to eat?" she asked "taehyung-" she quickens her pace approaching taehyung. taehyung is nowhere to be found, in the room, balcony, kitchen. he's gone. she shivers in fear, memories of the past came running in her mind, trying her best to resist the urge of crying. "taehyung, where are you?" she wailed. "hyemin..." his sweet rough voice flowed into her eardrum. "tae-" she stood quickly and embraced him. "why did you leave me! never do that again! didn't i say you have to stay by my side forever." he moved backwards. "i am taehyung, your lifetime companion." it really tores her apart, how he can only say "hyemin" "i am taehyung your lifetime companion" she wiped her tears. hitting taehyung arms with her hand. "taehyung, i really miss you..."

4 years passed by like a breeze, she was better now. she has moved on from the real taehyung. "hyemin-ahh, let's go for a walk?" taehyung asked. "ooo, you're getting better." she pats his head. "i have to make you happy, i'm left with 3 months before winter."

"taehyung-ah, do you know when am i the happiest?" "when" "when i'm spending my time with you." taehyung smile. that forced smile he has to force. he's starting to feel like human.

"taehyung, go watch some movies, i'll be cooking dinner, your favorite, kalguksu." he took this chance, to go inside the room and lock himself. "why am i feeling like this... is this what heartbeats feels like? no, what is this? i have no heart." he realises he was not supposed to feel this way. there is something wrong. is he turning human

days past by quickly making today the 31st of December. "taehyung-ah, today is sunday and the last day of 2022, want to go for a date? or maybe celebrate your belated birthday, which i didn't get to celebrate yesterday" hyemin ask feeling rather guilty. taehyung breath in and out, feeling very insecure. "i would love to but-" "no but please.... i really wanna celebrate your 25th birthday, you are left with 5 more years before you turn so old" she sulks. he don't have the feelings of seeing her hurt and agreed to it without hesitation anymore.

it was a really a busy day, people rushing here and there. embracing each other warmth. she felt weak, she clutched to taehyung hands harder when she remembers at this very spot, where she and taehyung first met. the first time they bumped into each other, she's back to reality when a cold chilly hand wipe the tears away. "stop crying, it'll damage your beautiful eye." slowly leaning in, taking it step by step he went in, kissing her deep and passionately, he loves it, when he taste her lips before he shut off. maybe just maybe, this is her last kiss with him, maybe, perhaps.

im such an emo child
-syah