Loved You First (Our2ndLife FanFic)

Chapter 12

Kian pulls up to the park and gets out of his car and walks to me . He looks kind of worried and nervous .

"Hey babe ." I say when he comes to me . I stand up and hug him tightly , he gently hugs me back .

He gives me a little smile , sitting down next to me on the bench . He picks out his nails and he usually does that when he nervous or something .

"So.." We both say at the same time . I giggle and he does back . "You go first ." I tell him . He nods , but looks away .

"I dont know how to put this . Please just hear me out , okay ? You have to hear the whole story ." He sighs . He ruffles his hair and still doesnt look at me .

I start to get nervous on what hes going to say . It could be about anything !

"Okay ... Ikindofkissedsomeonelastnightatthepartyandiwasdrunkandiwasntthinkingstraightpleaseforgiveme ." He rushes out sighing loudly out of breath . What did he say ?

"Kian , slow it down . Tell me clearly ." I put my hand on his thigh , telling him its okay .

He breathes out ," I kissed someone last night at the party ."

My face goes pale and i cant feel my body . Im frozen .

......

I look down , not believing anything . I open my mouth to speak , but i ... i just cant get the words out .

"Andrea ? Please .. just list- ." I cut him off .

"Who ?" I simply say .

"I.. uh-..im sor- im sorry . Please dont hate me . I was really drunk , okay ?! And we were playing truth or dare !" He puts his hands on his face and covers his face . I hear him sniffling . Hes crying .

"Who was it .. Kian ?" I say more breif and loudly .

"K-kasey ..." He says .

oh . my . god .

"KIAN ? Are you fucking serious ?! How could you do this to me ?! Especially with my SISTER !" I scream , standing up . My blood is boiling and im furious .

"I was drunk Andrea ! I was sober , i wasnt thinking straight ! Please , forgive me Andrea ! It didnt mean anything !"

"KIAN ! You cheated on me with my sister ! Why didnt you tell me right away ?! Instead both of you keep it a secret and Sam too !" I yelled , tears running down my face .

He stands up and grabs both of my arms ,"Andrea , please just give me one more chance !"

"I thought i could trust you . You're just like my ex , he cheated on me , and i gave him a chance , but he cheated on me again ... Im just scared Kian , i scared that you're going to do that to me again ." I said looking down . Wiping away the tears with the palms of my hands .

"Then dont be scared . I promise Andrea , that i will never cheat on you , ever again . You can trust me , always !" He grabs my chin and looks me in the eyes . His brown sparkly eyes are killing me . I could tell hes about to cry .

"I- I dont know Kian . I have to think about it , okay ?" I sigh .

He sighs and nods . "Just tell me soon what your decision is ." He says quietly . I nod and hug him .

He was startled for a bit , but he hugs me back gently .

"I have to go , my dad , Sam , and Kasey are probably looking for me .." I say letting go of the hug .

"Okay . Bye Ba- Andrea ." He stands in the same place where i left him . I walk away , breaking into more tears .

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