Yes, I'm a Female Alpha, so what!?

Confusing choice

I haven't been able to sleep much for the last few weeks, partly because my wolf is restless and wants Kayden. And second because I fear that Darren, Em, Jake & Nate will stay in this pack. You see, they found their mates.

Nate was the first one, then Jake, which crushed Em because she didn't want to be made making a choice between me and her brother. I would never make her choose though, it was just that she would feel like it herself.

Then Em found her mate, who is the cousin of Jakes mate. And then Darren found his a couple of days ago.

It was hard watching Darren when he saw her, though I already knew we never had a future, one reason being Kayden. But second is that we knew from the beginning when we made our little ''deal'' to be with each other to soothe our needs. Not that I was in love with Darren, it's just that I've gotten used to being the only female for him. Sure Em was in the pack to but she wasn't close to him as I.

Darren told me first, even though I noticed, I was after all the one to introduce them to each other. He begged me for forgiveness, I just told him to stop being stupid and claim her already. I think he to felt what I did, but it's not like we are leaving each other forever and there is no romance. Just that feeling of loosing a family member.

Em's mate is the Beta of this pack, funny ey. Though he is a really nice guy I really don't see him much. Might be because I avoid Kayden as much as possible and he usually always hang around Kayden.

Kayden, yes him. What to do?

I haven't decided yet. Either I run away, seeing as everyone has a mate now. Romeo and Cass could stay here with the others or travel the world together.

Or I stay, and let him into my life. That, I should say, If he want's to be with me. At least I haven't seen him with anymore girls than that blonde head just a short time after figuring out that we were mates. I don't know if it's to not hurt my feelings, yea right, or that his wolf wont let him touch another woman.

Alpha wolf's has a tendency to be quit strong minded. I know my wolf didn't want Darren to touch me before he found his mate. And She's begging to let Kayden in. Doesn't matter how many times I tell her Kayden doesnt want us.

I spent that day in the gym, trying to work of some frustration, it didnt work at all so I decided to take a run in wolf form instead.

Kayden Pov

''Why don't you just go to her?'' My beta Daniel asked me.

''Because she don't want me and I don't want her.'' I growled at him, he had no right asking me that.

''Oh but she does, haven't you seen her looking at you in school? She is practically eye raping you, she would probably let you fuck her right there and then in front of everyone. And you haven't touched a girl in 6 weeks, so you can't fool me with that 'I dont want her' shit.'' He said and it made me snap, I had Daniel in the air before I even knew what I was doing.

''Don't talk about my mate in that manner, beta or not I will teach you a lesson.'' My wolf said, he was in charge now. He didn't like the way Daniel had spoken about her.

Daniel smiled making my wolf growl and hold him tighter, but he continued to smile,

''Go to her you fool,'' He said, and my wolf did. He let go of Daniel and ran out the office door through the mansion, out the front door and took a jump down the stairs shifting in the air.

He let out a howl letting his mate know that he was on his way.

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I'm sorry really short chapter I know but i couldn't help but leave you guys hanging.

Wow and thank you for your comments i never thought so many people would read it or that you guys would actually like what im writing. I will try write as much as possible for the next chapter tonight, I'm working nightshift and hopefully I will have alot of time on my hands. Xoxo I love you guys <3