The Devil and a Joker

16.Nothing broken

Lucifer's P.O.V

I woke up to no Jerome in my bed which is odd  because every time we have had have sex he stays and lies here with me. And last night I hated everything, his touch was cool to me and my skin shivered in disgust of the idea of him touching me again, I hated my body from liking it even if my mind told me to shout at him to stop my body just didn't. I'm trash.

Jason is good and Jerome isn't anything good. He's a killer and hurts people and he's  like me, crazy and a killer who's twisted.

Robert walked me to school but as soon as we were at school everyone's eyes were on us which was really odd...I didn't like it and I think Robert knew that because he put a hand on my shoulder.

"Luci you have been shaking ever since this morning. Are you okay?"He gave me a little smiled which calmed me a lot. My stress about Jerome felt like it had settled a lot and I let out a hot shaken breath.

"Yeah....Has Jerome done or spoken to you lately"I tried to make sound like a normal question but both of us know it's not."He's been acting odder that he normally does and I don't like this new him"

"Listen kid, your a kid and you might just be having your first break up or bump in your and Jerome's relationship. I hate Jerome but if you like him or hell if you love him then go for it. However, if you no longer like him or something the call it off"He told me like he knew everything."Also your young you can't always stay with the same boyfriend or girlfriend, what ever you like Luci. Just do who you want and feel for who you want"

".......I-I'm going to be running late to class...Bye and thanks for the talk"I smiled and waved good bye as I walked to the school.

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The day was going by in a slow blur, I felt like I was sitting in lessons forever but the thing was I couldn't remember what was happening in them because I was thinking too much.I might only feel like I want sex with Jason so is it worth wasting my relationship with Jerome? Jerome might have things on his mind that's why he is most likely being distant and then Jason is acting as a friend who's close-MY FATHER, I sound like that girl from that true love story who is in love with a bad ass and her best friend!!!!! 

"Lucifer, why do you think people stay in a bad relationship?"Oh yeah, I'm in English and I think we are doing stuff about love movies.

"I-I don't know...We accept the love we think we deserve"I said blankly.

"Good, at least one of you know something"She smiled at me and then went back to teaching the class.

Jason turned in his seat and smiled at me, he sure is hot. Yeah I only like his looks because he's really hot but the thing is he is sooooo boring. After like knowing him for a while it hit me that he is just a sane dude who would see me as a creepy crazy killer that he doesn't want to be with. Well maybe I could get in his pants at least once. I'm a slut? Yeah most likely.

"So do you really think that about love or....."He said to me, his looks are too perfect! I think he might be a trick but then again I am a crazy killer.

"Not really. Why?"I smirked at him.

He just stared at me for a while until I frowned at him."Sorry I was just thinking. You have a nice smirk but I just wanted to know because that's really something to say about one of the biggest humans feelings.Have you ever felt love?"He said it without taking one breath also what does he mean by 'human feelings'?

"Well I have had sex and am dating a very cute crazy guy"I brushed it off. Sometimes people can say the wrong thing in the morning because it's a morning and they suck!"And I feel love for my self, boyfriend, friends and f-f-family"I was lying about the friends and family but I do like my friends. "Have you?"

"I love school, my friends and my dad"Something about his happy tone sounded so fake.

"Mmmmmmmm...."I gave him a sweet smile and blink at him in a flirty way."What do you want more than anything? What would you kill for? What would you sin for"I looked him right in the eyes to see if he would lie which isn't possible because being the son of the devil gives me the power to force you into telling me.

"A really family"Jason's voice had nothing behind it no feeling like it was the most boring-est thing I could have asked him but he wasn't lying. The brown in his eyes looked as if they changed color to gold for a moment and I felt a wig like thing touch me.

He's not I mean he can't be can he? No, why would he come here unless he want me dead or something or well has he shown any powers....The party night, when I went to the movie with them and that bottle landed on my because something else was pushing it. Also he showed up to Gotham with no really reason for moving.................Is Jason an Angel of my Grand Father?