The Reckless Pain

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Quick Summary: This story is about a girl who is 16 years old and she has to make some dangerous decisions, Life is what we have, But death is what we forgotten...

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------------------------------------------ Chapter 1 - The Break In & Tears-----------------------------------------------

Heyy i am a young teen i'm only sixteen years old and why did my life turn out so bad, Everything went so well until... Yea... my... Life... Ended... Before i talk about the rest of the end why don't i start from the beggining of this sad tale, It was a warm sunny morning as the windows were so clear and the temperature was so warm it kept me happy on the inside and the outside, I felt like today would be a great day to have fun and relax in the sun-shine unlike my mother i liked to go outside and do what i like like... I love using "Like,Like" it's like my catchthrase well... sorta... Anyway the clouds were forming lovely images of my loved ones and just some crazy shapes. This brought a few small clear tears role down my eyes as it formed a circle of tears on my left hand until i wiped it off using my sleeves, There was a knock on my bedroom door while i was sitting relaxing gazeing at the sunshine the door knocked twice so i walked over to my bedroom door in happiness and opened the door from the lock at the top of my bedroom door, It was my mother, she was holding some chocolate chip cookies it had a strong smell to it like it just came out of the oven so i told my mother "Are these home made" I said softly, My mother replied as a tear went down her left eye "Yes hun, I'm sorry i wasn't there for your birthday party hun, But your 16 and i had work too..." Her face looked so down it was like she has been going through alot of terrible things.

I couldn't shout at her, the way she looked at me was like i am her speacil something, This made me feel fuzzy inside, I told her "Mum i don't mind aslong as i have you now is the main thing..." As i said this with a tear running down my left eye, My mother walked out the room bursting into tears with a fluffy pillow against her lovely face. The time was now 8:50 AM and it was sunday which sucked since school was tomorrow but i didn't mind, As i heard mum slam her bedroom door i walked down the soft carpeted stairs with my head looking up as if i was happy, I had to be happy if father was downstairs, As i approached the kitchen reaching to get the bread from the top cupboard, Father called my name with his deep voice "JESSICA!" Oh i'm sorry didn't i tell you my name is Jessica but my friend call me Jess, I replied to my father while he grunted " I'm sorry father but mum is upstairs crying and i don't see you doing anything to help!" I was always helping my mum when i was young we had a speacil bond, But father and i never ever got on in the past and even now. Father grunted again as he spoken "JESSICA I CAN'T GO UPSTAIRS I HAVE WORK AND I'M SURE YOUR MOTHER WILL BE OKAY WHEN I GET BACK FROM WORK!" I gave him the evil look as if i wasn't happy with him and he just stared at me while i saw a tear role down his left eye as he turned to the front door throwing his morning coffe mug on the floor with hate, The frontdoor slammed while shards of glass had broken off the beer mug he used. Yeah father only drinks ice coffe since it has a better taste and it's sweet. 

Since father left to goto work, I was left alone once again on this sunday with my crying mum who has had it rough lately from father and her ex who won't stop knocking on for her, Her old boyfriend is such a idiot i just want him to move somewhere else, As i then heard a bang from upstairs i quickly bolted up the soft steps and turned towards mum's bedroom door, I managed to hold the tears in and walked to the bedroom door, As i took a big breathe i inhailed the warm air and knocked once on her door, no answer came from the door so i tried opening the door using my kind of strong muscles i managed to open it slightly but it was locked, Now i started to worry but still managed to hold the tears inside of me, I used my left leg and booted the door's weak spot at the bottom. It worked the door came off it's hinges and fell towards me, I placed the door slowly on the wooden floor that was in my mum's bedroom, I saw that the quit was all over the floor and the sheet had been pulled off while the cupboard door was shut which is odd since my mum leaves the cupboard door open all the time, I heard a very quiet yelp coming from somewhere in the room but i couldn't quite figure out if it was a real sound or just my mind playing tricks on me because i'm alone again, I left the bedroom door on the floor and walked downstairs to go and find something as a weapon to defend me since i was very protective over people i love and myself, Meanwhile upstairs while i was trying to find a weapon several bangs came from upstairs and i heard another door slam shut this made me think someone's up there... 

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 28, 2012 ⏰

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