The girl

When everything starts

I like the smelling of the grass when I go to school at morning, it's unusual, that's why I love it so much. The trees are red and orange, like a big flower, it's beautiful. In this part of the year everybody know each other, but me, I am the same person that came from that small town last year, with no friends. Here it's more intensive and the things happen faster than there, here I can't just spend my day thinking about life and writing in my small diary, watching the sunset, imagining that I am at a castle on the hills, with the prince of my life, there isn't dreams here, this is not my place. I feel uncomfortable here, I don't have a shoulder when I cry I just fall on the ground and eat, and eat, that's why I am so fat, is that why nobody likes me? I don't know, nobody see the world like I do, nobody just think, that this selfish people are gonna destroy everything, for me, this is exactly what is wrong with everybody! I don't have friends, my mother thinks that I have problems, and my father, well he I didn't meet him, he was in the war, and he die before I met him.