Jack Gilinskys Sister

7

I woke up at 5:00 am and I decided that I would get dressed and take a shower and all that morning stuff.

After I got out of the shower it was 5:30 am so I got dressed blow dried my hair and put a little bit of mascara on and I threw my hair up into a high pony tail.

It is now 6:30 am and I go down stairs or to the break feast place because there is free break feast now and I'm hungry so I went and got something to eat.

When I went back upstairs everyone was crowded around Joey's bed taking pictures of him and Ashley cuddling together.... Oh no here come the tears. I run out of the room and see Brandon and hunter they see me crying and try and ask me what's wrong but I run to the elevator and slide down the back wall. Noah and Jake come into the elevator and notice me crying Noah gets down and asks me if I'm alright I nod my head no and Noah brings me into a hug and I just cry into his chest

When the elevator door opens Noah picks me up bridal style and carries me out to a bench to get some fresh air. I feel really bad because I got his shirt all wet from me crying.

2 hours later:

I'm back at the hotel room and everyone is gone there was a note it said

   Dear Alexa,
We didn't know where you went. Dinner is in the refrigerator. Be back late. Sorry
- Jack

They just left for all they know I'm dead or something well obviously they don't care. I post something to twitter
alexxxaaa: Goodbye everyone once in for all

I won't even write a note

Warning this may be triggering

I go into the bathroom and grab a razor and take it apart I promised myself I would never let this happen but I can't take it no one cares about me so when its apart I cut as deep as possible until I can't feel anything then since I'm able to walk I see pills there probably mine so I open them and dump them in my hand and swallow them and then black is all I see..

Jacks POV:

We were at dinner and my phone was blowing up with texts from Mahogany and Twitter

Things like get to your sister and check on her now and then mahogany calls me
Convo:
Hello Jack
Ya
Get to the hotel room now your sister won't open the door and there was screaming coming from the bathroom.
I'm coming right now
End
I got up and ran out.

Alexas POV:

Wow! Is this what its like to be dead..
I see ambulance and police and my BROTHER wow he cared oh well to late.
He rushes in the door along with everyone else.
"No Alexa come on wake up"
"You can't die not yet, please wake up" jack is saying while tears are streaming down his face along with everyone else. Did I make a huge mistake, even Joey is crying what did I do. I wanna go back I don't wanna be dead now I'm crying the police come and rip jack away from me or my body and paramedics come rushing in.
"Check for a pulse" says one of them
"She's breathing still but not for long we need to go to the hospital now" shouts another.
I'm now on a stretcher and me as a ghost like thing I'm well following.
They pit me in the back of the ambulance and start doing a bunch of things that I can't explain.

Joey's POV:

I saw jack get up and rush out of the restaurant so we all get up and follow him he's running to the hotel.
We reach our room and by that I mean Ashley mine and Alexas.
We get in there and we see Alexa on the floor with blood all around here everyone in the room including me is in tears. Wow no one ever thought she would get to this point.
I thought she was happy, I was wrong  very wrong.

Alexas POV:

I've caused so much pain even to my crush.... I'm selfish how could I think no one cares about me.. I wanna be alive I don't wanna die. I wanna wake up and somehow I'm in my body..jack runs out the room because of the heart monitor and a bunch if nurses come running in. I'm in a coma I think yep I just heard a nurse say she's in a coma.

Jackjs POV:

While everyone is in tears along with me we all are talking to her. Its my turn now and I go in and say " Alexa you are like my sister and seeing you like this kills me. I wish you would've came to one of us any of us would have listened to you, Alexa I love you as a brother sister kind of way and if you wake up if you ever need anything or if you need help just come to me and I will help you I swear I don't wanna lose you, no one does"
Then she squeezed my hand because I was holding it and I'm sure everyone was when they were talking to her in hopes of her waking up.

Then there was beeping like really fast beeping. Then a bunch of nurses rushed in.

2 hours later

The nurses came out with a face if excitement and told us she was alive everyone was happy. Besides Madison all you heard was a loud groan from Madison.

We all walked in and Alexa had tears in her eyes. She was crying and she told a lot of us to stay away. Besides me and Hayes, they are best friends now ever since Ashley stabbed her in the back by dating Joey even after she knew Alexa had a huge crush in him. Ya I know stuff Alexas should hide her diary in a better place.

Alexas POV:

I woke up dammit. I don't wanna be alive not after what Madison told me.

She came in and said and I quote " die you ugly bitch, Jack doesn't even like you no one does so just die.

I hate her guts. So I just told a lot of people to stay away from me besides Hayes and JJ.

I have to stay here for a couple more days so they can run some tests on me.