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The only thing that comes to my mind when I think of love is, stupidity.
People let love ruin them , break them down until their nothing but A broken heart full of tears, pain, and sorrow.
Although I've never fell in love myself, I've seen it fail many times.
There's always one good person in the relationship that tries to fix the other but why?
Even if they've been through a lot why put yourself through that if the love is just going to fail?
If you love then why would you want them to change anyways?
Shouldn't you except their flaws and their pain?
All that baggage , Aren't you supposed to Carry it to?
Then there's the fact, why should you carry it?
In The end, they'll disappoint you.
While you try to fix them, without you even realizing it they're breaking you.
They always leave.
The only thing they leave behind is everything but nothing at all.
Everything reminds you of them.
Every single thought is consumed by them.
Every single breath is for them.
Until you realize there never coming back.
And when that happens, The only thing that kept you going is gone.
You realize you weren't living at all, but you were slowly dying.
And now you're dead.
You hate them but you don't hate them at all.
You can never hate them, because for a little you believed in love,
but now You no longer believe there's love or hope or happiness in this world.
You start to see it for what it really is,
Evil.
Then someone comes along and try to change it for you, you don't trust them even if you want to.
So they try to fix you and you break them then you leave.
Then they go through what you went through.
That's how love works, if you can even call it love.
What is love?
Constantly trying to fix the other?
Just for them to leave?
Who knows and I hope I never know.
I never want anyone to fix me and I never want  to fix anyone.
Nobody can ever leave you if you never let them in.
Don't be heartless but believe that nobody will ever stay.
Be happy but don't put your happiness on someone else.
Don't expect too much, don't ever have high expectations.
Especially when it comes to people they will disappoint you again and again.
Never try to fix anyone.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 28, 2017 ⏰

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