Chapter 17 ~ Starting New

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Savannah's Point Of View

"Please tell me what's going on" I walk towards the bed and sit on it. 

"Get out" is all he says.

"B-" I get cut off.

"GET OUT!" He shouts at the top of his lungs.

"WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER WITH YOU! ALL IT EVER DOES IS CAUSE ME EVEN MORE PAIN! AS IF MY LIFE ISN'T BAD ENOUGH! INSTEAD OF SHOUTING

AT ME, YOU SHOULD BE SAYING SORRY! AS IF I AM WORRYING ABOUT YOU OR ABOUT YOU THINK OF ME! YOU'RE A DICK! I HATE YOU SOO

MUCH! I HATE YOU SOO MUCH! THE OTHER DAY WHEN YOU SLAPPED ME AND LEFT ME ON THE BEACH, NATHAN TRIED TO DROWN ME! HE TOOK 

ME BACK HOME! AND I CAME BACK BECAUSE OF YOU AND JESY! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOLD HER TO COMMIT SUICIDE! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WAS

GOING THROUGH THAT THICK HEAD OF YOURS!?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW THAT FEELS? WELL I DO! AND TRUST ME IT'S NOT FUN!" I shot and 

immediately regret it. He sits up, wide - eyed. I turn around and everyone is staring at me.

"I - I - I" I run out of the room. I jump on my bed and close my eyes. I remember everything that has happened for the past few years.

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*Flashbacks*

1 - 

"Nathan?!?" I asked, running into our room to see no one. 

"Nathan?" I asked. I walked around and then I walked into the kitchen to see Nathan holding my phone. Oh no! 

"I TOLD YOU TO NOT TALK TO HIM!!! INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO ME YOU GO AND TALK TO HIM BEHIND MY BACK!?!?!" he shouted, taking one 

step forward. I immediately moved a step back. "s-sorry" I whispered. 

"OH, YOU WILL BE!" he shouted while grabbing my arm tightly. I whimpered.

2 - 

"SAVANNAH!" he shouted as he came to me.

"Nathan, please DON'T!" I shouted.

"Nathan, please DON'T" I shouted at him. He ignored me and came closer to me. 

"P-please" I said as he slapped me on the cheek and grabbed my hair and pulled it out of her house. 

"HEY! let go of her!" she shouted at him. But of coarse, he ignored. My head really hurt since he was pulling my hair really hard and OFF of my head.

"PLEASE! S-STOP!!" I shouted. "IT HURTS!".

He literally threw me in the car in the back seats and ran to the drivers seat. He put child lock on. The whole way back, my head was KILLING me. When we 

arrived, I was soo scared... I wondered what he was going to do to me ... How hard he would hit me ... How long it would take him ... How bad I'll end up ...

3 - 

"DON'T" *belt* "EVER" *belt* "LEAVE" *belt* "ME" *belt* "OR" *belt* "TREAT" *belt* "ME" *belt* "LIKE" *belt* "THAT" *belt* "EVER" *belt* "AGAIN" *belt* 

"OR" *belt* "YOUR" *belt* "PUNISHMENT" *belt* "WILL" *belt* "BE" *belt* "MUCH" *belt* "WORSE" *belt* "DO" *belt* "YOU" *belt* "FUCKING" *belt* "HEAR"

*belt*  "ME".

"Yes!" I shouted over my crying. 

"Yes I hear you" I whispered. 

4 - 

There were two police men at the front door ....

"What were you going to tell me, sweetie?" he asked me.

"I .... I- It's nothing" I said.

"Tell me darling" he looked at me, concerned.

"What happened to your arm?" he asked me.

"I fell" I lied. 

"You're lieing to me" he told me.

"No, I'm not" I protested.

"Yes, yes you are" he told me.

"How do you know" I asked him.

"You look uncomfortable, you looked to the left when you told me, you're looking down now and you keep moving" he told me. I was going to say something 

but I AM lieing anyway. 

"Well, I'm not. Thanks anyway Jason" I smiled, I walked back into the room. 

5 - 

"What did you tell Jason?" he asked me.

"Nothing" I said.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU TELL JASON?!?" he asked/shouted at me.

"Nothing" I mumbled.

"TELL ME" he shouted, demanding.

"Nothing, I swear" I said to him.

"Don't you DARE FUCKING LIE TO ME" he screamed, pushing me to the wall.

"S-top" I stuttered. I slid down the wall. He then pulled me up by my hair and punched me in the stomach. 

"WHAT DID YOU TELL JASON?".

"Nothing" I stuttered with tears pouring out of my eyes. He continued, "I'll stop when you tell me" he said.

He punched me and pushed me around. He kicked me. My head hit the ground hard, but not hard enough to make me go unconscious. He then held me up

against the wall, placing his hands around my neck. 

"Tell me" he demanded. Even if I did say something, I sure would not tell him ...

"I s-s-said n-nothing" I stuttered. Why can't he just let it go? .... He is VERY lucky that I didn't even say a damn thing. Bitch.

"Whatever" he said, dropping me, so I was on the ground coughing and trying to catch my breath.

*NO MORE FLASHBACKS*

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I open my eyes. My life is a complete mess. But that is because I let Nathan tear it apart when I shouldn't. Just like Liam mentioned; it's my life, I 

make my own decisions.

*RING RING*

Me - Hello?

Nathan - Where the fuck are you?

Me - Home

Nathan - Come back here now!

Me - No! I don't want you to keep tearing my life apart. It's my life, I can make my own decisions, and my decision is to move on and forget you

Nathan - Excuse me? You better come back or I'll -

Me - Or you'll what Nathan? Bye

*HANGS UP*

I blocked him and deleted his contact. I'm going to start over. 

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Author's Note

Double update!

So, NEW book or THIRD book?

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