One night: slow [ ON HOLD ]

chapter 8

I have to tell my sister about him. Ian. No i don't have to. No i have to she's the only one who can help me.

I've been like this the rest of the afternoon, finally i picked up my phone, sent her a message to come home as soon as possible, i can't wait no more, i need someone to confer with about all this.

I'm afraid to go out with him, i know he said it's not a date, but he seems to know so much more about me. It's been so long since i haven't been out with someone.

"Heyy sissy." Kate said leaning down and hugging me with one arm, she sat next to me, and took a strawberry to her mouth from my bowl.

"Oh hey you, you just came in ?" i asked. I didn't notice when she entred.

"Yeah i just did, where's mom and dad ?" she asked looking over.

"Work, you know, as always." she rolled her eyes.

"yep, as always. Sooo what's so important ? I'm smelling something weird." she said smiling.

"Oh shut up, it's just that i met this guy at the gym, he's drop dead gorgeous -all of him- , we talked only twice i guess ? And today he asked me to go out with him for dinner, and no it's not a date, he said it's only dinner, so i'm freaking out, you know how i am, and how i've been, tell me something from your experience." I said dropping my hand until i finished my talking to she won't cut me off. She's wide eyed now, looking at me in silence.

"I never expected to hear something like this from you." she said, letting out a breath.

"i know me neither. Tell me what do you think ?"

She crossed her legs under her, on the sofa before saying, "Well if he is drop dead gorgeous as you said, you should totally give him a shot, plus he seems like a "no string attached" guy."

No string attached ? Im i even ready for something like this ?

"Don't think it too much im just saying, well how is he ? How does he act around you ?" She asked.

He's nice, he never said something bad to me, or forced me to do something i didn't want to. Except he's a freak. Always scaring the hell out of me.

"I mean.. he's nice, haven't seen something bad coming from him, yet, so i can't judge now, you know."

"Well that's good so far. Then what are you afraid of ?" She asked, narrowing her eyes at me.

What am i afraid of ? Im afraid that im not what he wants, im not what he's looking for.

"What if im not what he wants, what he needs ?" i murmered.

"How do you know that , Don't you trust yourself? You are hot, beautiful inside and out, you're every man's wish." she said taking my hand in her.

I blushed at what she said, and it's so awkward coming out from her, because she never said something as amazing as this.

I got up and hugged her for that.

"You can do it i'm sure." she said with a smile.

"Now i just need a really good looking dress." i said looking down at my clothes.

"You need a wardrobe change my dear, it's time." She pulled me up, leading me to her room, where she showed me her clothes.

"There you go, choose one, or i can pick one for you." She said opening her big wardrobe, full of clothes. Whatever a girl can dream of.

"You pick one, not too tight, not too short, it's dinner remember." i said, knowing all kinds of dresses she have.

"How about this one ?" She's holding a grey sleevless dress, with a V-cut from the neck, knee lenght.