chapter twenty: Emily

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I sighed and waited for Sean to return with bandages.
I slowly started tearing up.
Why was I such a screw up, I asked myself.
Sean came back into the room and sat down next to me.
He tended to my cuts and I sighed.
"Care to explain?" He asked and I shook my head.
I didn't want to explain it.
The reason I did this went all the way into my past and I didn't want to explain all of that to him yet, but he was my best friend, didn't he deserve to know?
I was so unsure about what to do and what to tell him.
Honestly I was scared...I was scared of what he would think about me once I told him. I was scared that he would get up and leave me, just as the rest of my family had.
I didn't, I couldn't lose anyone else. I couldn't go through losing people, not again.

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