So some of you might know
Someone turned me in for cutting
They told the office and the office told my mom
My mom was pissed that someone knew about it
They took me to the emergency room because that's what the office told them to do
And when I was there the lady who checked my vitals told me something I'd never forget
"Why'd you do it?"
"..."
"It's okay you're not alone, my son tried it, my daughter tried it"
And then she rolled up her sleeves and showed me her scars.
"I don't normally show people this but you're young, I even tried it"
"Kid, we're all fucked up."
"But we learn from it, you are not alone"
And then I was literally just sobbing
In the er it was calm I talked with my sister a lot and it felt as if I had an actual family I knew it was only because they needed to seem as if they cared for me but it helped a bit I guess the nurse came in and told me that they were going to be sending me to a mental hospital for 3 days my parents argued with them to let me get discharged and I did and they took me home
The er was calm except for the groans and screams it was actually quite peaceful it felt amazing when there was no one else in my room I was drawing on a pack of post it notes that I had snuck in with my jacket
They did make me wear a hospital gown and take off my chocked though;v;
The rest of the time when I was home my parents screamed at me that I'm ruining their lives so ;v;
They also took away all my art supplies because I hid my blade in my box of art supplies and took away my sketchbooks and reset my phone so all my digital art is gone they can't take any chances anymore because if something like this happens again I'll be sent to foster care and that would not look good for them
So I'm currently breaking my parents rules cause I'm a rebel and I'm on my phone I'm only allowed to have my phone at school and if I'm somehow allowed to go out so updates will become scarce if any ;v;
Alright so now that that's out of the way
So in science we had a boat contest
And our boat won
We named it the S.S MCRX
It carried on
WE'LL CARRY ON
Thealmightyawkward1
Alright bois I'm out
Love you all
(Also anyone who texts me text me your name because I lost all my contacts and have no ones number anymore;v;)
YOU ARE READING
"Art" book (and by art I mean shit)
RandomJust shit basically It's even shittier in the beginning and it's mostly shitposts in the beginning just skip to the recent chapter where I actually post my shitty art instead of shit posting