Vikturi One Shot

I heard

[Yuri's POV]

REALLLLLLY SHORT I just wanted to do something like this for some reason. Its under 300 words but its very, idk its, you'll see.

I heard it, the yelling, the screaming. I thought it was all in my head. The blood curtailing screams, the water running, the rapid pitter patter of the foot steps, and the window creaking open. I heard it all but all I did was sit there. I heard you scream my name, but to make sure you didn't know what I suffered from, I sat there. I sat there, while you were taken from me. I sat there, while my whole life just became, lifeless. I sat there, still, as they pronounced you dead and bagged you up. I sat there as they accused me of such. Not a word was ever spoke, not a minute was ever slept. I just sat there. All I could think is that maybe I'm just asleep or something like that to keep myself sane. I sat there because I thought it was all in my head again like last time. I thought everything would be okay after this episode. I thought that if maybe, just maybe, this was actually happening, or maybe it was on your TV. I never once dared to think more I never once dared to drink. I never once dared to open my eyes and touch the grass. I never once dared to close my eyes and sit down, for these things would be too much to do in this amount of shock. It's all my fault. I could've saved my love. I could've ran up there and saved the only thing that ever showed me love or what anyone else in the world hadn't even thought to show me. He taught me how to love by loving me. And I'm afraid, I'll never love again.

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