The Best Years Of My Life

"What in the fuck do you think you're doing, Mr. Sola?"

"I know who you like, Amelia." Ghost said to me, mocking me.

Chris heard him too and chocked on his coffee. I knew Ghost was saying it in front of Chris so he would make me tell him. I told Devin that Chris couldn't know because he would flip shit. And I looked at Chris and he looked as if he were about to flip shit. Thanks so very much, Devin.

"What in the fuck do you think you're doing, Mr. Sola?" I asked a bit angrily.

"Well I'm fixing things. In the end you'll thank me for this."

"I think I'll kick your ass for this in a little while."

He smiled and walked off the bus.

And with that, Chris and I were the only two on the bus. The other guys went to get stupid crap from the toy store. To be honest I wanted to go but Balz would just be an asshole there.

He was staring at me, drinking his damn coffee.

"I don't even wanna know who, I just want it to end. This is the second time I've had a conversation with someone about a relationship within the band. That's two too many."

"So someone here is gay for someone or someone likes me then?"

"The second one. I'm not telling you who. But based on who I think you like, you won't be very excited."

"Who do you think I like?"

"Who do you think I think you like?"

"Fuck you, Chris."

"Like I said I don't care who it is. But just end it because I won't allow it.

 "Chris I don't see why it's such a big deal!" I yelled at him.

"Because Amelia! If it doesn't work out, everything will be fucked up! It can hurt the band horribly!"

"But what if it does work out? Huh? What if it does?"

"Amelia, do you not understand that that's a chance in which is too risky to take?"

"God dammit, Chris. I'm an adult now. I can be responsible. Plus I think it'll work out!"

"Amelia, if you do this, you're risking all of us, not just yourself. Things like this can end really messy!"

"Chris I can handle this on my own!"

"I don't wanna fucking risk it I said!"

"It doesn't have anything to do with you!"

"It sort of does considering if it ends badly it'll effect us all! Someone will have to leave and it'll effect everyone else in the band! Don't you get it?

I was about to yell at my brother but the rest of the band started to unlock the door to the tour bus before I could.

It was an awkward, eerie silence between me and my brother the next few hours. Everyone else talked to each other. They talked to me, and they talked to him. But I ignored him. I tend to give the silent treatment when I'm pissed at someone within living quarters. And well I live with them so there's a silent treatment a bit often. I just gave it to Ryan a few days ago. I'm really good at ignoring people in so many ways, like I never say "Do you guys hear something?" because that's still acknowledgement. And if you did look at them at all, which you tried not to even do, it was a death glare. My death glares are pretty scary so the guys get a bit nervous. On other occasions I'll just stare at them blankly until they get to the point of freaking out.

It's fun having eyes that are such a dark brown they look black. That's the only reason I like my eyes. I've always wanted green, but they're a dark brown. In the sunlight they get a tint of red in them and I've also heard that's pretty creepy. So that's always a fun experience. That's how I like to wake up Ryan. It's funny because most of the time they're practically black and it's funny to see him get scared.

Ryan. Maybe Chris thought I liked Ryan. I don't, well he's a good friend but that's it. I mean, sometime it's a meaningless flirt here and there because fans ship us. I love shipping people, like I'll even ship random fans over twitter and instagram, it's fun and they like it. I'll ship them with random band members and oh god the replies. I love our fans so much.

There's still one thing I don't get. Why is Josh so rude to me? He hates me, but there's no reason for him to. I was nice to him, I always was. When I did guest vocals on Creatures he wasn't really rude. He was nice and friendly. I don't even get it. There's nothing I can really do besides accept it and try to get him to actually think of me as a friend.

"Amelia! I have to ask you something." Brandon said from next to me. I looked at him curiously nodding. Maybe he was the one who liked me, uh nah I don't think so now that I think about it.

"If you can switch places with one of us for a day, who would it be?" He asked curiously.

"That's a tough one. Probably Ryan. He gets to play guitar." I said matter-of-factly.

"Well I'm glad that you've remember I play guitar as well, Amelia." Ricky said.

"Ricky the thing is, I wanna be really tall for one day. I mean I'll be 5'7 in heels if I want, anyday. But I can't be as tall as Ryan without huge as heels." I retaliated.

"Well 5 inch heels isn't huge?" Josh said a bit rudely.

"Well they're much less complicated than what I would have to wear to be Ryan's height." I sassed back.

"Amelia, why are you such a bitch? You brought up height as a reason as to why you chose Ryan over Ricky? That's not cool. I'm sure Ricky didn't fucking appreciate that." He said pretty rude as well.

And with that I said, "Why are you such a dick to me? I try to be so fucking nice to you! You were never this rude when I did guest vocals."

"Maybe that's how it should have stayed. Guest vocals." He said back a bit quiet.

"Fuck you, Josh. I work hard." And with that I walked off the bus and slammed the door angrily.

****~~~~ So I plan on putting more parts up today. But my friend Jason is coming over soon so we can do our huge ass honors packets we have for homework over vacation. But anyway, I hope you're enjoying this fanfic so far. And send me feedback here and on tumblr please. :) **~~~