Fighting.
Anger.
Hate.
It all comes out when you're mad. The truth.
Listen carefully to what people say when they are angry, for that's when the truth comes out.
She let the truth out. I let the truth out.
I'm not gonna lie, it hurts.
She told me I push people away.
She was right.
She doesn't know that inside, I am a monster. A disgrace to myself.
I push them away so that they don't see it. So that they don't see me for who I am.
But maybe
When I push people away to not hurt them,
I hurt them ether way.
And that might be worse.
