"Stay away" || kth

Chapter 1

Michelle's POV

"We will have a new employe tomorrow so, guys i want you all to help him
He is a beginner at writing songs
So please help him. Thank you"
our Teams head said

ughh why do i have a bad feeling about this
anyways lets go back to writing songs
 

"I want to breath, I hate this night.
I wanna wake up, I hate this dream.
I am trapped inside of myself and
I  am dead

Dont wanna be lonely
just wanna be yours"

finally i finished this song
its been days since i have started to work on this one song
ughh my songs are so depressing
but then again it describes my feelings
I always wanted to be a Song writer
and its fun to write songs
but i just wish there was someone with me to share my feelings
Its lonely i feel loney
Ahhh i think i am done for the whole day

I went home
alone...

i changed and ate ramen
i am too lazy to cook

ughhh so bored
i looked around my house
searching for weird sh*ts
then i saw my old diary
ohh god

lets read it

Hi! diary,
My name is Michelle Khadgi.
As I am writing this I am 14 years old
When I grow up I really wanna be a Songwriter because it looks so fun
I really wanna work in YG entertainment
because of Teddy oppa he makes such good songs
and ofcourse my bigbang oppas are there
kyaaa~ They are so cutee

I wanna be in a girl group but i doubt that i could go through all the hardships
that the idols have to go through
so i rather be a Songwriter

enough of this writing my aunts calling for dinner bye
I will write more tomorrow

Dear Diary,
Today i will write about personal things
My mom and dad passed away when i was 8
so, i went to visit them cuz its their death anniversary
I cried alot I miss them alot
but
they wouldnt want to see me cry
thats what my aunt told me
so, I am gonna be a good girl and not cry

Bye diary

Mom Dad I miss you guys
How are you?
Are you proud of me
that I got my dream job?

Tears started to gather in my eyes
i sniffed and held it back
I am a strong girl
I dont cry
so, i kept reading

Dear Diary,
We have this kid in class
he is so pretty
like he is  a guy
but then he is pretty
I think i like him
His name is Kim Seokjin
such a cute name
but my aunt told me that i shouldnt
like boys right now
She told me i have to be above 18 years old
well, seokjin oppa wait me!!
i will marry you one day

Bye diary

I smiled thinking about seokjin
ughhh I failed as a girl
seriously he was pretty
God i was so stupid back then
i would do crazy things just to get him notice  me

My eyes started to get heavy
so i closed my book
and put it away then slept

Next day

"Hi everyone. My names is Kim taehyung.
Please take care of me!"
the boy said

Everyone started to whisper
about how cute and handsome
He looks pretty cute
but oh well i couldnt care less.