My Cold Hearted Brother | G-Dragon

Moving on

I wake up to the smell of bacon. I hear noisy in the kitchen. More like voices.

I took I deep breath and sat on my bed. I rubbed my eyes and look at the bed sheets for a second.

"Today is the day" I said to myself and quickly got up from my bed and walked towards the bathroom.

After my long shower. I put on some makeup. I tight jean skirt with a black shirt. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath. I walked out of my room and went straight to the kitchen. I saw aunt Yerin taking some orange juice out from the fridge. She saw me.

"Oh you're up." She said as she grabbed some cups. "Yea I guess I am" I said and faked a smile. "Good. Everyone is sitting at the table. You're the only one missing. Let's go!" She said and walked away. "Everyone?" I whispered.

I walked straight to the table and saw my brother, his girlfriend, Taeyang, and the rest of BigBang. I locked eyes with Taeyang. He gave me the 'I'm sorry' look. I roll my eyes and sit next to my aunt.

"Morning" Seungri said. "Morning" I shyly said. I took some bacon and some pancakes and placed them on my plate. "So are we all going?" aunt Yerin asked. "Going where?" I asked. They all gave me weird looks.

I knew where we were going I just didn't wanted to go.

My aunt put her fork down and looked at me.
"Baby, don't be like this. Don't ruin this for us please" she begged. Everyone was quiet. I let out a laugh in disbelief while putting my drink down and leaning back into my chair. "You have to be kidding me?" I said and looked at my food.

"Don't ruin this for your brother and me. You need to grow up and accept the fact that their dead." Yerin said and held my hand. I yanked it  away and walked to my room. "Kwon SinB! Come here right now!" Aunt Yerin demanded as I walked to my room and grabbed my jacket.

When I was about to walk out of my room, Taeyang came in and blocked my from leaving. "Don't do this." He whispered into my ear as he hugged me. I hugged him back. "I'm sorry" he said.

I started to cry. "It's not your fault" he said while we were still hugging.

Flashback

"Mom! I'm going out!" I said as I slammed the door to my house and walked out. Seconds later my mom came out and looked at me. "Young lady! Where do you think you're going at this time?" She said and I saw my dad standing behind her. "I'll be back later. Bye" I said and drove away leaving them speechless.

"SinB you're brother is worried about you. You should go home" Somi said but I couldn't hear her since the music was too loud. I just kept on dancing. I checked my phone and saw multiple missed calls from my parent and my brother. I decided not to call them.

It was already 1 in the morning and I still wasn't home. My brother was away doing a tour and my parents where home alone.

I walked to the bathroom. I washed my face and my phone rang. I couldn't see who was calling me.

"Hello?" I asked. "Is this Kwon SinB? The daughter of Kim Umji and Kwon Chen?" A man with a deep voice asked. "Yes. Why? I was confused. "We're sorry to inform you but your parent have been in a car accident" he said. "What?!" I yelled. "I'm sorry for your lost" he said.

End of flashback

"It's all my fault. If it wasn't for me. They would still be alive. If it wasn't for that stupid party, they would still be alive. Why did they have to go look for me that night?!" I yelled as I punched Taeyang on his chest.

"Calm down. You don't need to blame yourself for this" he said and held bother of my hands pulling away from the hug. He let go of my hands and placed both of his hands on my cheeks cleaning my tears with his thumb.

I looked at him and realized that our faces were centimeters aways. We made eye contact. He leaned in and crashed his lips against mine.