Tears streamed down my face as I angrily texted the man that was supposed to love me "I've been trying to contact you for weeks now you stopped coming by the house anytime my mother sees you its outside our home i text you no reply""Aaliyah what do you want me to do I'm still in a relationship with your mother I'm not just going to up and leave her for you we were just supposed to fuck and nothing more"" Nathaniel what am I supposed to do with a baby by myself I didn't make this baby alone" "wait what baby why didn't you tell me sooner"" I tried you stopped answering me""meet me at our spot now" I hopped up showered and threw on the baggiest outfit I could find I was already three months and I was starting to show. I took the train into the city and walked to the Hampton this was our favorite spot when my mom would go on her business trips. I got to the door and did the secret knock Nathaniel let me in I wasnt even fully in the door before he grabbed me by my throat and threw me across the room he closed the door and locked it "Aaliyah now what the fuck you mean you pregnant when we started fucking you said you were on birth control "" Nate I'm sor- " before I could finish my apology he grabbed me off the floor by my hair and threw me on the bed "bitch I'm going to make you regret meeting me"" please don't do this I didn't think you would be mad" he slapped me hard across my face "bitch you didn't think at all" he pulled out handcuffs and handcuffed me to the bed normally this would turn me on but this time I thought he was going to kill me. He took his belt off and started beating me with the buckle.I laid there and cried I can't believe he would do this to me.He tortured me for hours thank god my mom called to remind him of their date he finally let me go and took me home it was convenient because he was picking up my mom I ran to my room and locked the door I laid across the bed crying uncontrollably so I called mike it went to voicemail so I kept calling until he answered "why the fuck do you keep calling your pissing off my wife"" please help me""Aaliyah I thought you were your mother what's wrong" I need to see you no one is here please come" we ended the call and 15 minutes went by and he banged on the door I opened it and collapsed in his arms "what the fuck happened to you"" I was sleeping with you and moms boyfriend and I told him I was pregnant and he tied me up and beat me with a belt buckle I tried calling to tell you but you wouldn't answer my calls" I bawled uncontrollably and he carried me upstairs "as your father I would normally be upset but since your carrying my baby I'm not mad we just have to continue to keep our secret" he kissed my lips "can you keep our secret baby girl" I nodded but winced at the pain I was in " rest baby girl I told you after I found out you were my daughter that I couldn't stop fucking you your pussy to good for me to let it go I love you not as my daughter but as my woman" he held me in his arms then began to caress my body he kissed every place that was sore. He slid my pants off and kissed the lips of my pussy and slowly slid his tongue in making soft love to my pussy he licked and sucked every inch of me until I was about to cum. He stood and released his swollen manhood and slowly entered me after a couple strokes the door bust open there stood my mom she ran over and pounced on my dad scratching and biting him" you sick bastard how are you fucking your own daughter "when we first started I didn't know and even after I found out I couldn't stop and be mad at your boyfriend cause he fucking her too them bruises came from him you so worried chasing this nigga he fucking and beating on your daughter" my mom looked at me in complete disgust "so you just want every thing I have don't you" I lowered my head and tried to hide the shame in my face I knew it was wrong but at that time I didn't care both of them fucked me in ways unimaginable I couldn't give it up it felt so good to be wanted and loved even if it was by my father and mother's boyfriend. "Aaliyah lashae Jones you know you not keeping that little bastard right" I snapped back to reality to hear my mom " I'm sorry mom yes I know I can't keep it "" give me one reason why Aaliyah I gave you everything you never wanted for anything " I hung my head "I wanted the same love I saw you get" my mom walked over to me and held me "I'll deal with the men later cause they fucking know better but sex isn't love liyah we had this convo a million times we are going to take care of this situation now and then get you the help you need. " I put my head in my mom lap and just cried to know I hurt mother deeper beyond measures broke me I didn't care while I did it but the after effect has me feeling like shit. What's killing me most is to know I'm about to take an innocent life that didn't asked to be here. Maybe I should save everyone the trouble and take both our lives.
