Ways

3| I still love you

Briana's P.O.V

I felt an arm snaking around my shoulder. Looking up, I saw a blurry Victoria trying to hug me. Tears flew down my cheek, making me hug Victoria back tightly.

"Listen" she said letting go off me.

"I'm going now and let the teacher know that you will go home..-" she stopped while someone opened the bathrooms door. I didn't look up. Whoever this was I didn't look up. I got up and ran towards the toilet, I didn't want someone seeing me crying.

"Bri, open the door please, c'mon I'll take you home." I heard Victoria saying but I didn't answer.

"Briana" This time louder. I heard the door open, then there was just me and the silence. I kept on thinking how could he cheat on me when he said he loved me? How? I just regret the moment saying yes to him. I just regret I didn't listen to my mom. One year, one whole freaking year of us being together.

I heard the door opening again which interrupted me from my thoughts. I was still crying but now not that loud so people don't know I was here.

"Briana. My little Strawberry, open the door please." I heard a familiar, husky, soft voice which I would recognize anywhere, he never calls me Briana just when something serious is going on. I started crying louder now knowing that my best friend came in the girls bathroom for me.

"Briana open the door please, or I will-" I heard Blake saying and stopped for some reason.

I looked up at the roof of the bathroom and heard Blake breathing heavily. He was climbing the wall so he can jump in, I covered my face with my hands so he can't see me. 

"Strawberry?" I heard Blake saying in a very soft voice. I know he can't stand it when I'm crying but I can't stand it when someone sees me crying.

I felt his hands on mine which were trying to let go my face. I felt his eyes searching mine, but I left my head sink down and tears as well. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face to his. I looked at him and started crying again louder. I don't know how to describe his face because it was anger, sadness, madness, confused look. He didn't ask me anything, just grabbed my arms and pulled me to his body, snaking his arms around my waist tightly, I didn't hug him, my hands were covering my face against his chest.

"Shhhh"

"I-I thoug-ght h-he love-" I started but my sobbing interrupted.

"Shhh strawberry" I heard him quickly saying. 

"I will..-" I heard him muttering something to himself, but I couldn't hear him well. I didn't stop crying. I never cried that much since my mom, well, passed away. 

I heard the door unlocking. Blake pushed me to him tightly to the wall so he can open the door. Well he didn't let go of me walking to the sink. He pushed my hands away from my face.

"Here let me wash your face so you feel better" he said. I knew I won't feel better so I shook my head. I looked at the water and stopped crying. 'It'll make you feel better?'.