Unwanted

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You know what's addictive?
Drugs
What's more fascinating?
Love
And guess what?
Out of all the feelings
Felt being unwanted
Can make you
Shake
Rattle
Fear
Depress
And most of all
Die a little
Every day.

You're useless
You're an idiot
Get away from me,you weirdo
Piercing words
Like a knife
Slicing through
Each and every
Part of your heart
That tried to earn
Everyone's love
BUT failed.
Thousands
And thousands of arrows
Shot and aimed at this
Weak and tired soul
That has been holding
The grudge
For way..
Way too long.

Crying and sniffing
Running of tissues
Eyes swelled
But you hold on
You tell yourself
This is gonna end
Someday
Somehow
But...
When?

Thrown out
From your own house
Told off
With a snort
Cold wind blowing
Trying to blow away
The desperate tears
Trying to seek
Warmth
In that longed
Cold and solid heart.

Large amount of makeup
Could hide
Those baggy eyes
Dry quiver lips
Bony cheeks
Uneven eyebrows
But it can
Never hide
The feeling
Of being
Toyed
Destroyed
Shattered
Crushed
Mocked
It only grows
Like the wild fire
Never ever
Putting off the flame.

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