I never meant for this to happen.
I thought he was my lover for life.
He told me he loved me and cared..
He would put on such a good act..
I never truely believed his foolish words.
I knew deep down he was always lying.
But even then I still loved him dearly.
I always went back hoping he'd changed.
I tried to get away and leave him.
So I realized he was only trouble.
But that didnt stop me from going back.
and now I'm stuck and can't leave him..
"Look where this got me now!" I say.
"And now I carry his baby everyday?!"
"Why am I always so stupid?" I ask.
I don't know what to do; so lost.
I cannot even tell him
Cause he wouldn't care.
He'd just leave me and run,
and treat me as he doesn't know.
