~TRIGGER WARNING!!~
~So this One shot is sad and will contain death. You can skip it if you want but you've been warned. Btw for those who are staying and reading it's better if you listen to boulevard of broken dreams while you read.
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**Louis' POV**
I stood at mine and Harry's favorite place. The one place where we could go and hang out, be ourselves since we weren't allowed to date in public. Ever since the X factor I've loved him. It was love at first sight. I remember it like it was yesterday.
{FLASH BACK}
I rushed to the loo. When I opened the door I saw the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen. His curly hair was just so perfect but messy at the same time. I walked closer and saw those electric green that girls must go crazy over and his lips don't get me started on them.
He soon noticed me starring and I smiled widely while waving at him through the mirror. He smiled and he too waved "hi I'm Harry" he smiled showing off his dimples "I'm Louis!" I shouted and he laughed oh that laugh I miss....
{FLASH BACK Over}
I gritted my teeth and clench my fist. We were inseparable after that. I cried loudly and sat down "why?! Why the fuck did this happen! Why?! I just don't see it!" I silently remembered the time I told him I was in love with him....
{FLASH BACK}
Harry sat beside me and I couldn't take it. I leaned in and kissed his soft lips. I pulled away after I realized what I'd done "I'm sorry" I ran away and locked myself in my room.
I took a shaky breath as I sat on my bed. I could still feel his lips on mine. The electricity still ignited my body 'woah' I thought to myself 'that was- it felt- wow'
I heard a knock at the door "Louis we need to talk" I was scared, not because I thought he'd reject me I mean I knew he would but what if he wants to move out or even worse LEAVE the band! I slowly made my way to the door.
Cautiously I opened it a bit, before I knew it Harry had pushed the door open and pushed me to the bed. He stared at me with those green eyes of his and smiled "Lou it's okay I love you too, in fact I've always loved you" before I could speak he kissed me. That night was the most amazing night of my life.
{FLASH BACK Over}
I stood still crying at the memory which I would never have. I sobbed louder because I knew no matter how much I wanted to touch my Harry, I couldn't and no matter how much I wanted to see him I couldn't. All I could do was see him in pictures those pictures where I wish I was; those times of happiness, I wish time could freeze before we got into the car, before h-he before he died.
{FLASH BACK}
"Hurry Lou! We're gonna be late!" Harry called from the car "calm down I just need to find my phone!" I called back to him "it's okay! You can get it later!" I hesitated but agreed "fine" I ran to the car and Harry signaled the driver to take us to the concert. The one where me and Harry were finally able to come out and tell everyone we're in love.
As we drove I was nervous "Harry what if they don't accept us?" He smiled softly and kissed me gently "they're loyal fans and they love us as much as we love them! There's nothing to worry about Lou" I sighed and smiled at him "okay but promise to never leave me" I held my pinky out and he crossed it with his "I promise I'll never leave you, I love you so much Louis" he kissed me and I kissed back "I love you too Harry"
Suddenly there were loud noises and it all slowed down. Harry's hand was ripped away from mine and he tried to reach for me, as did I but no matter how hard we tried we couldn't reach each other.
We were both continuous and I tried to take the weight off me but the door was too heavy. Harry was on the other side almost squished, I would be lying if I didn't think he had broken bones. All we did was stare at each other "H-Harry I love you" I said as best as I could "I love you too Louis f-forever and a-always" I saw him start to drift off and I screamed "HARRY! PLEASE STAY AWAKE! DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE! HARRY!!" He smiled, dimples showing "Louis I love you but I'm just so tired just let me sleep okay? I'll wake up again don't w-w-worr-" his head fell down and his green eyes that once shone with life were slowly fading "Harry! Please! Don't leave me! NO! SOMEBODY HELP ME!! PLEASE!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. Not Harry, take me but not Harry please.... I fainted from exhaustion.
I woke up in a hospital bed and looked to my right. I saw Harry awake and smiling at me. I sighed in relief "H-harry" I whispered and he started to fade "I love you Louis" he mouthed to me "don't leave" my eyes started to tear up but he was gone.
I woke up a few days later and Niall, Liam, and Zayn were in my room in tears "hey guys what's wrong?" I asked, they looked at me with broken expressions "what is it?" I asked and Liam cane to me and hugged me "wait a minute where's Harry?!" They cried harder and I knew.
"I'm so sorry Louis" I sobbed along with Liam. I had lost the love of my life! My reason to breathe! My everything.
{FLASH BACK OVER}
I sobbed and walked back to the flat where I was staying at with Niall, Liam, and Zayn. I couldn't go home where the memories of Harry were. Suddenly I decided I had to go home. Where Harry and I lived.
Once I was there I opened the door and saw Harry "hey Lou" I sobbed "what's wrong Lou?" he asked and I sobbed even more "you're gone Harry you left me" I answered through sobs and he was gone. I can't take it anymore I have to be with him.
I ran upstairs and I saw Harry again "don't even try to stop me" he sighed and stepped aside "I'll wait for you" I smiled and took a handful of pills. I felt everything slow down and I felt my heart stop. I fell to the ground and let death take care if the rest. Finally I could be with my Harry again.
I woke up and Harry was waiting just as he'd said "ready to go Lou?" I nodded and took a hold of his hand. I leaned in and kissed him. We pulled away "I love you Harry" he smiled showing off those dimples I loved so much "I love you too Lou" and we walked hand in hand to paradise where we could be together for eternity.
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