The simulation

Ending.

If one paddle falls off a flower, so it shows it's inner, it's not beautiful anymore.
That's almost how people think. If you do one little mistake to show everyone your inner, you're not beautiful anymore.
I did that mistake. I stood up for myself. I showed everyone. They bullied me. They didn't know my story. What I had seen and what I had been trough. So I told them; they was nothing. Had been trough nothing, had seen nothing. In their eyes I wasn't supposed to do that.
How could it be, out of ten siblings, only one was going to remember. Remember our parents and where we were from. Tim was to small. He was only one year old when we left our planet, and just a month when mom and dad died. So was Elisabeth. Three years when we left, two when mom and dad died. I never get to see them again, Tim and Elisabeth. They came to the same family, but not with someone else from our family.
Caren had changed so much. After a year I didn't know who she was anymore. She bullied the new kids and had forgot, she had been in their site. Emma had been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Now she was gone.
Five of us had survived, two with their memories been removed, Caren being one of them, and the others became my memories.
My boyfriend had came to an other planet, in the same solar system, but far away. I was hardly going to meet him again. With my luck, I wasn't.
My best friend had come to an completely different solar system. Which means, it would be impossible to meet her again.
I had no friends, no family and nothing to live for. If I just jumped of this bridge, I will come to heaven. And reunite with my family. With Emma, Carl, Alex, Stephan and Zoe. With mom and dad.
One step further.
Jump...

So that's it.
Like I said, I'm not going to finish this book. Perhaps in the future I will rewrite it and finish it. But it is nothing I have planned to do now.
Hope you like it!!❤