Part 1

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I looked at Jonathan beside me. My heart flooded with love and adoration each time I saw him. Although the unfortunate side was that he didn’t know. I never told anybody, not even him.
The two of us were heading to BasicallyIDoWrks place to meet up for Pax. The entire crew were going to hang out together but we would be leaving Jonathan behind in his apartment if he didn’t feel up to making a face reveal.
It didn’t bother us anymore. Delirious not showing his face. We could understand that he didn’t want to the world what he looked like. Even if I thought he was beautiful. I shock my head. Tapping my hands on the wheel to remind me that I was driving down the interstate. 
I tuned into my mind a moment to late. I didn’t see the car coming directly for us before they were almost in top of us. Knowing there would be no way to prevent the crash from happening. The only thing I knew I could do was protect the one I secretly loved.
Undoing my belt I sprang sideways covering his body to protect him from most of the impact. I watched as the speeding car got closer. I felt it hit the dashboard slamming and crushing me against Delirious. I felt a jab in my stomach. I couldn’t help but give a scream. It just hurt so damn much.
I gasped against the delayed airbag that did nothing but jam whatever was in my stomach further in. I howled even more feeling the object rip it’s way in my body. I couldn’t look down. I couldn’t even move. I couldn’t speak because even breathing was hard.
Jonathan wrapped and arm around me to feel if I was hurt he to seemed unable to speak as well.
His fingers brushed the open wound and I have anther scream as it seemed his touch just added a load of salt to the wound. He moved his hand back in a quick motion not wanting to hurt me anymore. It came away bloody.
I couldn’t feel the blood but I knew that it must have been flowing like a faucet because when Jonathan pulled his hand back he wore a red glove.
It didn’t take long for the paramedics to arrive at our side. The door was jammed shut so using the jaws of life they opened the door. I panted more. Breathing was becoming hard and I saw spots in the edges of m vision.
I knew eventually I would pass out. But I fought to stay awake till I knew Delirious was going to live.
The men took one look at our situation and gave a gasp. I guess it was worst then we thought. They said moving Delirious would be impossible unless I was moved first. What they said next scared me much more then I expected.
“Sir you have been impaled by a giant piece of metal. If we take it out of you know you will die. So in order to get both of you out. We’re going to have to saw off the connection part of where the metal is
It’s risky but it’s the only way.” Letting out a gasping sentence I struggled with each breath. “Just. Fucking. Do. It.”
I saw the saw before I heard it. And the next moment I knew I saw sparks fly as the saw cut a path through the metal. I groaned in pain as each time they touched the saw to the metal I vibrated the metal chunk inside of me. The pain was terrible but I still fought to stay awake to see Delirious's condition.
A news cast was nearby. They filmed the entire thing. The anchor woman with the microphone gave her speak on what was currently going on.
“I’m here live at the major accident that has happened on the interstate. Luckily there is no deaths to report but many injured. Eye witnesses are saying is that a car was driving down the wrong side of the road. The car behind me was the one that was caught head on the collision. They said the driver had no other option but to continue forward because either turn or slamming the breaks would involve an accident.”
The woman droned on and on but I soaked up each word she said because I wanted to know what had happened. I still moaned the pain was an inevitable force that I was fighting.
“Right now I am at the car that had the actual head on collision. Two people are trapped inside. The driver it appears has jumped in front of the passenger protecting him from what paramedics said would ensure instant death. The young driver is now stuck with a massive piece of metal pierced in his stomach. You can hear his moans as the firefighters work to free the metal from the wreck. The poor man it seems is fighting to stay awake. It must really hurt. As for the passenger he seems to be in a state of shock. The man is pinned under the other. The blood is obviously felt by him. Though he does seem unscathed.”
Those were the words I needed to hear. Though still I wanted to see for myself before I welcomed the darkness. I tuned the woman out and concentrated on staying awake.
I let out a wild howl of pain as I felt the entire metal piece shift as they cut the metal, tearing insides to shreds. I felt the metal poke through my back.
Finally they cut through the piece off. Lifting me onto a gurney I looked over weakly to see them pick my secret love up and bring him his own stretcher. He did seem unhurt so through the pain I smiled, welcoming darkness and letting the pain slide away.
***
I woke up feeling absolutely fine. Sitting up I turned to look beside me. I apparently was in the hospital.
I stood up stretching my arms out to my sides and noticed something rather odd. I looked down and saw my body. It was all crushed and broken. Wires hung from their metal stands connecting to my body. By why was I here. Was I dead? I couldn’t be the monitor sad I wasn’t flat lining so what was going on?
The guys walked into the room.
Hey guys. How you doing?
They walked right by me. Did they not hear me?
HEY!!! Delirious, guys can you hear me?
They just continued with the conversation they were having.
D: so he takes his seat belt off and lunges sideways.
W: how do you think that felt.
It felt terrible it hurt like hell.
D: the paramedic said he stayed awake longer than other people would be. They said he should have died. They’re calling him a miracle. 
W: maybe he was fighting for someone special.
Yeah. Wildcat. I was fighting for Delirious. I love him... Guys?
CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME!!!
Everybody but Delirious left the room the room. It was just me and him.
“Vanoss I don’t think you can hear me, but I need to tell you something.”
Delirious can you hear me? DELIRIOUS!
“Well Vanoss I’m going to save the thank you for when you wake up. But that's not what I want to say.”
Dude say it I can hear you. Say it. Please.
“I am to chicken to tell you this when your awake. But I am in love with you. I have been since we first met.”
Delirious I love you too.
That’s it I needed to wake up. I screamed to oblivion wanting them to put me back in my body. I needed to tell Delirious how I felt. I needed to go back to my friends. I just needed to live. I didn’t care about pain. I just needed to be awake.
Everything went black.  I was laying down and all o felt was pain. Grumbling before getting words out I fought a moment to speak right. And after a moment I was able to speak.
“I heard you Delirious. And I love you too. That’s what I was fighting for. That’s why I wanted to live.  Because of you.”
Turning to look at me he was speechless. Grabbing me in a hug. All I wanted to do was be in his arms.
Looking at him I lifted my head slowly making our lips connect. They were soft and wonderful. I felt butterflies in my stomach. “I love you Jonathan.” He smiled softly moving to lay beside me. “I love you too Evan.”

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