I have way to many sibling I feal like I am just another kid but I'm not. the world I come from killing is ok. I have always wanted more from my mom but I can't help it. Im ill and I know that. Its just sad to know that I can't get help. Not even my dad who is a therapist can help me. My brother stab me ones well more like 5 times but he's better now. I have a boyfriend named tanner he is not mental illness and he will try to keep me from killing every one. My best sister is maddie Wich is sad considering that I have a twin, lilly.
