I can't tell you how I killed my kid but I can tell you something. I did not mean to I cryed for days and I need to be locked up im an animal. Im useless. Im not me. Will any one help. NOO No one has the god damn to. I don't think that realise that I nead help. My boyfriend is the only one who gets me. I cry. I love. I did inside. Is this how life works. No not at all I'm human I have right. I want and need to be treated like a human.